The Secret Niall Falls in Love With

Chapter 7: Life Isn't Perfect...Is It?

i ran down the street and just kept running crying until i find a cab. i didn't know what to do i needed to think things through. in the cab i decide to call liam he'll know how to get me back to london fast as possible. before i hit call, i calm myself down so he couldn't tell i was crying. he answers

liam: hey lexi!

me: hey liam...can you help? 

my voice was shaking. i was praying he couldn't tell...

liam: sure anything babe!

me:can can you figure out how to get me back back to london as fast as possible....

i say stuttering. shit he was going to know something was up.

liam: what why. are you alright? did something happen? i thought niall had this whole romantic dinner planned out...

and thats when i loose it..i just burst into tears.

liam: oh um aw lex dont worry..meet me at the airport in an hour i'll be there in th- *beep beep* oh nialls calling through

me: no no dont answer please! 

i say still sobbing

liam: ok i wont, im leaving for the airport right now meet me at the airport in an hour ill be arriving in the jet. 

liam: oh and lexi please stop crying we don't need to see tears streaming down your beautiful face, im sure everything will be fine.

me: thanks liam, please don't talk to niall until you get me?

liam: i wont, promise!

and he hangs up. the cab pulls up to my hotel and i tell him to wait i'm coming back out. i was having the worst headache right now and i was feeling nauseous on top of that i was still crying. i finally get in my hotel room and just throw everything in my suitcase i didn't want to run into niall. i run out of the hotel and get back in the cab and head to the airport. i take one last look at hotel and i see the paparazzi start lining up, niall must be on his way back. 

when i get to the airport i had no clue where to go so i had to ask like 50 people then i finally found where i would board. i pull out my phone so i would see when liam arrived. i look and have 4 text messages from niall, 2 missed calls from nialll, and a voicemail from niall. aw my babe i was killing him right now ugh and i couldn't hold the tears in, so i run to the bathroom to listen to the voicemail and read the texts.

niall: babe im sorry! if you dont want to it totally fine we can wait longer.

niall: lex where are you?

niall: please answer babe im worried!

niall: c'mon lex please don't ignore me, just let me know youre safe...

why did he have to be worried about me. dnigndigndsig ugh.i loved him i didn't know what to do. i listen to the voicemail

lex!

babe im so sorry, did i take things too fast...i just thought you felt the same way i dont know what i was thinking. im sorry just call me or text me something. i wanna make sure you're okay. i came back to the hotel cause i didn't know where you went. i tried knocking on your door, but you didn't answer so i dont know if you're ignoring me or what. just please call me babe im worried,  and im sorry. i l--ove you. 

when he said i love you, i broke down he was crying i could hear it in his voice. oh my god what did i do to him. im a horrible person. he thinks its his fault. he thinks i dont love him. he just kept saying sorry. i just kept hearing the voicemail in my head over and over and just sitting there crying saying to myself how i am such a horrible person. its my fault. this is why i didn't want to start hanging out with him in the first place why did i listen to ashlee and megan. my phone rings. i looked down praying it wasn't niall again, thank god it wan't it was a text from liam.