The Secret Niall Falls in Love With

Chapter 8: Room 102

~Niall's POV~ back at the hotel after lexi ran off.

 i didn't know what to do i loved her, but maybe everything happened to soon. its my fault. why did i have to mess everything up. i went back over to lexi's door to try knocking again, but no luck she didn't answer and thats when i wondered if she was even there. i try calling her again, but it goes right to voicemail. i try calling liam, but it also goes right to voicemail. there's nothing else i could do tonight i guess so i got in bed and tried to hold back the tears. 

the next thing i knew i woke up to my phone ringing i look at the clock it was 3AM, it was liam finally calling me back.

me: WHAT THE FUCK LIAM I'VE BEEN CALLING YOU ALL NIGHT...I MESSED EVERYTHING U---

i start screaming at him, and then i realize he was crying.

me: wait, liam whats wrong?! 

liam: niall. don't panic....

what the fuck was he about to say...

me: liam oh god mate spit it out!

liam: you need to get to the airport as fast as you can and meet me at the hospital---

me:HOSPITAL!?

i yell cutting him off.

liam: lex is in the hospital, we'll explain when you get here just hurry.

me: oh my god this is my fault, isn't it?! liam is she okay? what happened!!!

i just started crying. this was all my fault wasn't it. 

liam: niall don't cry, just get down here and be with her!

he hangs up after that. i don't pack anything up i just run out of the room and get in the van to head to the airport. the paparazzi was everywhere and they saw i was crying...great! some days i wish i could go anywhere without a fucking ass hole on my dick. i can see the headlines now, and every one worried. so when i got on the jet i tweeted 'just heard some bad news about a friend, so if you see me looking upset thats why'. this was the longest trip ever it felt like.

as soon as the plane landed i ran out of the airport, i had a car ready for me to take me to the hospital. as soon as we pulled up to the hospital i ran into the ER 

"LEXI JONES. WHERE IS SHE? LEXI JONES!!!??" i scream at everyone in the ER.

"NIALL! over here!" liam yells.

i look over he was sitting with danielle, megan, ash, zayn, harry, louis, and even eleanor. my stomach dropped it had to be bad if they were ALL here. i run up to them. ashlee was crying into zayns shoulder and harry was comforting megan saying everything was going to be okay.

"LIAM, WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING?" i yell, i needed answers.

"niall sit down. theres so much--." liam starts saying and then ashlee cuts me off

"let me tell him liam, its my fault anyway niall, im so sorry she hurt you its my fault." she starts saying and just burst into more tears.

"babe, its no ones fault!" zayn says comforting her.

"but it is. lex has been hiding something from you. the real reason we came to london is so we could have fun for one month, meet random guys, maybe even meet you guys, but nothing like this. remember when she was trying to keep her distance from you, it because she didn't want to hurt you. she loved you, but she didn't want you to fall in love with her because in the end she would end up hurting you, but i told her just to go have fun we are for a month just do it, i didn't know how serious you guys were going to get...--" ashlee says but starts to burst out in tears

"if she loves me, and i love her how is she going to end up hurting me?" i say confused and thats when i look at everyone and they all are in tears. i stand up

"WHAT DOES EVERYONE KNOW I DONT!?" i scream.

"we're only here for a month cause its lexi's last month.......she has cancer niall." ashlee says.

cancer? last month? when i hear that come out of ashlee's mouth i just falll to my knees and break down crying. all the lads get up and try to give me a hug and get me to come sit in a chair, but i couldn't. what was happening.

"cancer? her last fucking month to live? but everything was so perfect..........." i say.

"that's just it niall, life isn't perfect..." liam says taking the words from lexi.

"can i see her?? where is she?? how much longer does she have??" i say starting panic.

"i need to see her now!" i yell cause no one was answering.

"niall you need to calm down, i know its hard right now, but be calm for lexi. i'll take you come on." liam says standing up to guide me to the room.

we walk up to room 102 and thats when i see her through the window. seeing her looking so sick was breaking my heart by the second.

"niall, im so sorry man i should of told you earlier. she called me asking for help after you asked her to be your girlfriend. she really does love you, she just didn't know how to tell you. and then we were leaving the airport, walking out into all the papparazzi and she just collapsed." he says and tears start coming out of his eyes.

i could tell it was hard for him seeing lexi collapsing like that. 

"the doctor said she has about a week to live, i called her parents the soonest they could get out here is in two days." liam says.

i was speechless right now, i didn't know what to say to him so i just give a tight horan hug. 

i go inside and sit next to her. it was so hard to look at her she had a huge cut on her head, i guess from collapsing. she had all these IV's in her. i grab her hand and just squeeze it and tears start streaming down my face, one hits her in the arm and her eyes start opening. her eyes opened and she looked at me.

"lex! babe omg are you okay?!" i yell.

"nialler, im so sorry i didnt tell you. i love you, im sorry i shouldn't have even said yes the first time you asked me out. i should of told you from the begining. its all my fau--"

*BEEP BEEP BEEP*

all the sudden she starts shaking and the monitors start beeping like crazy and all the doctors run in. 

"WHATS HAPPENING?!" i yell

"sir, you have to leave!" the doctor says and then a nurse pulls me out.

i wait outside until the doctor comes out.

"IS SHE OKAY?" i ask.

"she's fine for right now, it was just too much too soon, you can't let her get the worked up next time she wakes up. its going to make everything worse." the doctor says and starts walking away.

"wait! doctor? is there anything i can do to save her??" i ask

"well...." he starts saying and then takes me to a different room.