Being a human, we often pray for things to go as our plan or something that makes life much easier. Yes! Exactly! That's what I did.
The night before our allocation day I said a prayer, that they will not send me to ICU (I don't know why I'm so scare to handle critical patients). While I pray I realised that what I ask was wrong because God knows me more than I know myself and my destination is determined by Him. I mean my story is already written by Him. So I ended my prayers in this way
"Lord, I don't know where they will send me tomorrow, you know my strengths , my weaknesses. You know everything about me. I'm scare to work in ICU but if it's your will let it be so. I put my trust in you and I'm not scare of tomorrow. Because I know, it's not them who's going to send me it's you because you know me and you know what I'm capable of. Father, I'm sorry if I ask for an easy life but please be with me and give me a strength to face the difficulties in my life. I asked and pray this in Jesus name Amen! "
I just wanted to say that, God knows what we need, our strengths our weaknesses , what we are capable of. He knows everything and saw every spots, every dots in our life. We may be scare to face the storms in our life but God is greater than the storms we're facing. He's in control of everything and will always be.
Let's not pray for an easy life but let's pray for strength to endure the storms. Because there is sun rays and sunshine at the end of every storms.
In which ward/department do you think I'm posted?
❤️Manda
