Thoughts And Feelings.

1-NOT MINE

He was never mine to begin with

But you see...

He turned my dawns ombre

And my skies grey

He left my heart in a twist

Pumping blood and a dirge

Silvery shimmery rivulets

running down my face

A pen

Paper

Ink

His reflection

In my head

So I draw him in my lines

In threads of silver and gold

And blood curdling red

I draw him in my lines

March the band

Nail the coffin

But he's there all the time

Like the pulse through my veins

I look for him in their eyes

In their arms,outstretched

And in their love, unasked

I search and search

But all I want is him

But he was never mine to begin with

And my heart lurches at the thought

That he might never be

So tell me

How?

How do I get over someone

Who was never mine to begin with?

K.H.H