Unfaithful

Part 1

'I'm sorry❤️'... 'y/n?'. You read Patrick's texts but threw your phone on the bed. You'd never been so heartbroken and distraught. How could he cheat on you, in your own bed. Your own husband. You struggled to breath, crying into your pillow. You wanted to ask him why but instead just threw him out last night when you found out. The thoughts were you worst fears and every time you thought of them you cried more until you fell asleep that night. Waking up completely emotionless, you blocked Patrick's number and slowly got ready for work because you needed a distraction from what he'd done. Nothing he said was going to heal your sadness but you couldn't hate him forever. After your shower, you heard a knock at the door so you answered it. Patrick was standing there like a dog with his tail between his legs. Even though you loved him so much, you didn't want to talk to him. "Hey.." "No. I'm not doing this Patrick. Wait here I'll give you a bag of your clothes and stuff" "Please y/n, I'm so sorry. It was a mistake; she came onto me". You closed the door, ignoring what he had to say. Holding back the tears as you emptied his wardrobe and draws. It took you nearly an hour to fold clothes and pack everything he owned but you zipped it up and carried his cases to the door. "Here you go". You rubbed your tired eyes, struggling to look at him. Patrick had tears in his eyes and a red face from crying. He couldn't say anything but "Thank you". Nervously turning to walk away whilst desperate to beg you to forgive him. After that, you didn't hear from him for 4 months. You still wore your wedding ring whilst he thought you hated him; that you was never going to forgive him. But that love never went away. You had to live on, all alone. Dealing with your emotions in private. Not wanting to talk about it with your family or any of your nosey colleagues at work. You'd got multiple notifications that Patrick had released his own solo album whilst on your lunch break. No one could ever take away how proud you were of him and how talented he was. But it didn't change anything, you couldn't believe he did what he did so you ignored it all.