(02) 916-9191: is he handsome? i've heard rumours that many people call him ugly or whatsoever
you: he really is pretty
you: and i don't know why some people would ever call him ugly or a horse, he doesn't deserve this hate
(02) 916-9191: i'm sure he handles it well haha
you: yeah he's strong minded, but i'm not
(02) 916-9191: thats not true
(02) 916-9191: you're still existing, that shows how strong you have been for 21 years
you: thanks
you: that helps a little
you: but i don't see myself in the future
you: like that small vision or 'expectation' you hope for when you're in the moment, i don't see it. i don't see myself grown or happy or with anyone. just black and blank.
(02) 916-9191: hey look, we don't know what the future holds, it can be great or worst but that's just because of what we are doing now
(02) 916-9191: if you live now, many things can happen, you can even go for a bts concert and maybe even meet hoseok
(02) 916-9191: i'm just a stranger who volunteered to talk to people who feel suicidal, but i believe you, you are strong, you are kind, and you deserve so much
you: maybe i'll think about it
(02) 916-9191: you're making me feel useless (T ^ T)