Chapter 30.

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// Vacation Day 4 //

"You Always Have Something Smart To Say , What Is Your New Thing Talking Behind My Back?" I Yell At August , Everyone Minds Their Buisness.

"Your Nothing To Talk About Jayy Who The Fuck Are You Get The Fuck Out Of Here With That Bull Shit!" He Knocks The Forks Off The Counter.

"August You Dont Scare Me , Your A Fucking Joke To Me Dawg You Such A I Dont Even Know What To Fuckin Call You." I Grab My Water. "Your Mad At Me Because I Took Your Daughter To The Ocean I Was With Her August She Had A Life Gear On I Had Her She Enjoyed Herself Though Get The Fuck Outta Her."

"You'll Be Nothing Without Me Bitch!" I Hear Him Say As I Walk Out ... I Stop And Turn Around.

"Come On Yall Were On Vacation Theres Kids Here." Travis Tries To Stop The Fight.

"What'd You Say?"

"You Heard Me Jayy I Never Studder I Sho Nuff Dont Bite My Muthafuckin Tounge Either , You Better Get The Fuck Out Of Here!!" August Yells , Travis Stands In Between Us.

"Yall Stop." Mama Shelia Says.

"Its Okay August , Its Fine I'll Be That Bitch Your Nothing But A Pussy Fuck Boy Anyway." I Walk Around Travis , I Throw My Water On August And Leave The Kitchen .. I Walk Back Into My Room. "Aww Mommys Baby Awoke?"

August Walks In Taking Her Out Of Her Crib.

"Come On Jordan Your Mother Has Issues." He Says.

"I Have Issues?" I Yell , I Walk To The Door And Close It . I Block It To Make Sure August isnt Going Anywhere.

We Argue Over And Over , I Knew I Shouldnt Of Came On This Trip.

"I Cant Stand Your Little Ass Jay I Never Liked Your Ass!!" He Puts Jordan Down.

"Good To Fuckin Know When We Get Back To Georgia , Leave Me And My Baby Alone You Stay Your Fuckin Way And We'll Stay Ours." I Say.

"You Cant Keep My Baby Away From me." He Claps His Hands With power.

"Why I Cant Nigga You Never Around Her .. Your A Celeb Im Military I Be With This Litle Girl Twenty For Seven Not You August .. You Werent There When She Took Her First Pee Pee In The Toilet , You Werent There When She Had An Ear Infection I Was I Stayed Up Every Night And Took Her Cries Not Fuckin You And Your Going To Sit Here And Tell Me Im An Un Fit Mother?" I Poke Him In The Chest With My Finger , August Doesnt Have Anything To Say .. Jordans Being Crying Ever Since We Started Arguring.

"Okay Your Righ.."

"Oh My God Jordan." I Look Behind Him At Jordan Shaking,

"Jordan." August And I Run To Jordan , I Hop On The Bed.

"August Do Something." I Start Crying.

"MAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" August Screams , Jordan's Having A Seziure.

"What?" Mama Shelia Comes Running In , She Runs To Us When She Sees Jordan. "OH MY GAWD!"

"What?" Everyone Runs In.

"Turn Her Over." August Sister Yells. "Hit Her On The Back."

Mama Shelia Turns Her Over And Hits Her On The Back , Jordan Stops Shaking .. She Chokes On Her Cries.

"Jordaan Its Okay!!!" I Pull Her Into A Hug , She Cries And Cries ..... All Of A Sudden They Stop , Jordans Head Falls Back.

"Jordan?" August Looks At Jordan , I Look At Jordan , We All Look At Jordan.

Her Eyes Are Closed .....

"My Baby Someone Call For Help!" I Yell At Them ... Everyone Scatters , August Stays On My Side.

// Days Later //

I Stand On The Portal And Look Out At The Sun Whose Going In , I Cry As The Sun Leaves. 

"Dont Go." I Cry. 

My Daughter Jordan Alsina Died At The Hospital Because Of The Sickness She Had , Its Heart Breaking .. I Cant Take It , Thats A Mothers Worst Fear .. Losing Your Baby , She Was So Young And Beautiful She Had A Bright Future Up Ahead. 

I Hear Feet Slittering Behind Me , I See August Standing Beside Me. 

"We Got To be Strong." He Says. 

"We Let Her Spend Her Last Minutes Listening To Us Argue." I Cry , August Pulls Me Into A Hug. He's Crying Hard He Hasnt Cried This Hard Since His Brothers Death. 

We Cry Into Eachothers Arms.

"Its Okay Baby." August Kissies My Head. "Im Sorry For Everything I Said , Everything I Did .. I Dont Know Why I Didnt Make This Right While She Was Here I Fucking Messed Up And I Cant Change That."

"Im Sorry To August." I Pull Back And Say. "I Love You."

"I Love You Jayy , Im So Sorry." He Kissies Me. I Forgive Him!

I Know God Has A New Angel , Jordan Gets To Meet Her Uncle Mel. I Hope He Keeps Her Safe.

R.I.P Jordan!

// Years Later //

"Mommmyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!" Layla Cries.

"What?" I Walk To The Kids.

"Tell August To Stop." She Says.

"August Stop Messing With Your Sister And Go Get Your Bag So I Can Take Yall To School."

"Yes Ma'am." He Gets Up And Runs Upstairs.

We Leave Out Of The House , My Phone Rings As I Drive.

"Yall Its Daddy." I Put August On Speaker.

"DAAADD!" They Yell.

"Heyy Kids , I Cant Wait To See Yall Tomorrow.. Guess Who Daddy Met August." August Says.

"Who?" August The 3rd Ask.

"Jay Z." August says , August The 3rd Smiles Hard .. He Starts Asking August A Bunch Of Questions About Jay Z.

"Well See This Summer , Which Is In A Week Or So .. Maybe You Can Meet Him." August Says.

August Starts Talking About How The Kids Can Do The Tour With Him.

"Alright August They're At School Say Bye To Daddy." I Kiss Layla And August.

"Byee Dadd." They Both Say.

"Bye , Take Care Of Your Little Sister August." He Says.

"Okay."

I Watch As They Walk In School.

"Wheres Malasia?" August Ask.

"Daycare." I Say.

"I Miss Yall Soo Much." He Chuckles.

"We Dont Miss Your Lightskin Ass." I Pull Off.

"You Wont Be Saying That Tomorrow." He Laughs. "Imma Get You Pregnant Again."

"No The Hell You Aint I Already Got Fuckin 3." I Say , August Laughs .. I Love This Dude.

August And I Got Married Two Years Later After The Lord Gave Our Baby Her Wings , She'll Be Missed But Never Forget.

I Now Have Two Daughters One Is 7 And One Is 4 And I Have A Little Boy Named August Anthony Alsina III Whose 10.

I Love All These Kids , August Is A Changed Man He's Loyal .. I Guess He Grew Up! I Hope He Can Keep It That Way!

Thank You For Reading My Story!!! I Hope You Enjoyed In , Leave Some Comments I Dont Care If You Didnt Like It If You Didnt Please Tell Me , I Wont Get Mad I'll Actually Be Happy Because I Can Find Out Ways To Improve Myself. If You Did Like It Even Better Soooo Comment!!

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