Soulmate Brendon urie (soulmates au)

My story to the uries

Man I am enjoying writing this book I know I don't have a lot of parts but I take a long time to write and make sure that everything is write before I publish but sometimes I forget things

Anyway I hope you enjoy this chapter

Ps this story is true to me as it is my life I hope you don't get triggered by anything that I write in this part but if you get triggered by attempting suicide, self harm, verbal abuse, bullying, physical abuse and attempted rape so if you do then I think you should skip this part

"My story has many ups and downs but here I am happy because I am living my dream but I don't think I would be here right now if wasn't for your sons band I would have committed suicide but that was in 2014 when my family thought I was crazy because I wrote about the things my mother would say and do to me in there but my mother twisted it and chucked in loads of lies in the story when telling family and that's when I really wanted to die I didn't have a good support system as most of friends lied or would tell somebody and then it will be more of a confusing conflict that's not what I wanted I just wanted my family to help me to understand that my mother was abusive to me and that I was protecting my slightly younger brother away from a abusive parent every little mistake there was something said and a beating it might not have bruised sometimes but it was the fact that she would even think of hitting me mothers are supposed to look after there children no matter what they do I slowly told my step sister everything that was going on at home and she wanted me to move in with her if anything was to get to much and I couldn't take it anymore but when my brother left 18 months ago she changed into a less abusive person I think she was getting annoyed that she couldn't have her time along with my step farther as for the most of the time I stayed in my room suffering with multiple mental illnesses but when my family thought I was crazy I turned to self harm" I said as I looked at Brendon's mother who had tears in her eyes

I got up and sat next to her and wrapped a arm around her and continued with my story

"I have only just stopped cutting and the only reason I stopped was because of my soulmate so I was wondering if I could be apart of this family I know you liked Sarah and i did too but she hurt us not just me but b too she was cheating on him for 1 and half years when he was away doing tour and sorting stuff out she was with her other boyfriend I just want to let you know that I love your son so much but I wanted to let you know me and my story before our relationship continued" I said as I wiped away her running tears that were going down her face.

"It's ok sweetie I appreciate you asking me before it all got serious and it was too late for me to connect with you and get to know you and I just want to let you know that I feel sorry for you and why you have been though I am so happy you have come around and are now much more happier then you were before this all happened I am glad that Brendon found out that she was cheating I didn't like her but I put up with her for the happiness of my son" she said as she stood up and walked towards the kitchen but before she entered she turned around and asked

"Coffee anyone"

"Please mom" b said as he got up and pulled me back to the same couch as him so he could comfort me as it always upset me to tell my life story to people as I have anxiety that people will think that I am crazy as well so I don't tell people

"Sorry i don't like coffee but have you got any tea sorry I am British" you said as you replaced your head to rest in crook of Brendon's beach as he cradled me with his warmth as he put my legs over his lap and placed my head on his collarbone.

A few minutes later she came back with 2 coffees and a cup of tea along with a beer for her husband

For the remaining night we talked and got to know each other better before I fell asleep in Brendon's arms and he took me to his room where we shared a bed for the first time since our relationship started I am glad I met him he made my so upside down world turn around and make me think about all the positives that can com from out relationship but with every positive things there is always a flaw so I need to make sure that I keep an eye on everything that is going on to make sure that it will all go well and that out bond doesn't brake hopefully nothing is going to happen but you never know something unexpected can happen.

I hope you enjoyed this chapter took me 3 hours to write so have fun I had to stop half way through as I burst into tears remembering everything that went on in my life as I have tried to forget about it as I have the need to cut but I haven't cut since I went out with my girlfriend (ps I am bisexual) so i am going to say goodbye for now I hope are enjoying it and make sure to vote and comment and thank you for reading this I love all of you lots of love Lucy G

If you are effected by anything in this chapter than comment and I will talk to you privately if you want to just let me know

Pss I left half of the things that happened such as my nephew had been sexually assaulted me for the corse of 3 years but I cannot tell anybody I he will tell my family about something that happened so ya sorry good bye again xxx