♬Voca-chan's song drabble♬

~Third Crashendo : Demented Happiness~

~Demented happiness ~

It's been decades -

Since you left me,

I still wonder:

"Do you still think of me-

  my darling...? "

In this rage of heat,

The hate inside of me,

Keeps overlapping.... ~

[This hateful song I'm singing ]

-Chorus -

Flames of hate!

keeps raging inside of me,

The broken voice-

can't seem to comply...

In my fake happiness-

That never exist ,

No matter what I do-

I'll still and always,

Love and hate you.

♪♬♪♪

I bet you won't recognize me,

This broken being,

My harsh-cold voice,

Has long been destroyed...

Fireflies will cry tonight,

As I watch over you.

[My doom has been concluded... ]

♪♬♪♬♪♬

I often wonder why-

Did I fell in love for you,

Endlessly,

I waited for you-

To say:  "I love you too"

But it seems-

Fate won't allow me to.

[Even if I died,

I bet you'll never cry...

I always did everything for you,

  Because I loved you...

  And I still do...

  "I'll even die for you"

    If you want me to...]

-Chorus-

Flames of hate!

Keeps raging inside of me,

The broken voice -

can't seem to comply...

In my fake happiness -

That never exist,

no matter what I do-

I still and always-

Love and hate you.

In my rottening corpse -

that died today,

My soul shall stay,

The red flowers -

Shall continue to bloom...

All on me  ~

The fireflies gleam as they weep,

Nevertheless,

I'll still and always -

love and hate you.

♬♪♬♪♬

My beloved -

Yet hated nobody....

I still and always -

wonder if you hate me?

As much-

As I hate you....

[Today was the day I died,

I wonder if you cried-

For me?

I wonder if you still really love me,

Because I do,

  My darling ~"]