I'm here for you! / Minsung

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May be triggering to those still in the closet or who have just come out...

J: H-hyung, ever since we've met I knew we would be close & we have been...but I feel like I want m-more then for us to be just friends,
We cuddle all the time and we have had several close calls where we almost
k-kissed and all that only made my affection for you grow stronger...

Tears were pouring down his face as he just poured his heart out to someone who may not feel the same way...

Lee Know stayed silent staring at the younger, his jaw almost dropped...

Minho grew up in a household where it was taught that relationships are only between a man and woman & being gay was a sin which you would go to hell for, which only made Minho feel worse for finding some men attractive...

Jisung's POV
What is he thinking???
Why isn't he saying anything???
Minho...please say something!

M: I-I'm so sorry Jisung-

Minho got up & ran out of the restaurant leaving the younger not only alone but also sticking him with the bill which they were planning to split...

Jisung was so shocked as to what just occurred that he couldn't move, he was breathing heavy so he wouldn't start sobbing even more...

Jisung's POV
The waiter came up to me and asked if he should just cancel the order
(luckily they hadn't started the food)
I nodded harshly before thanking him & walking out the door.

I walked slowly back to the house as it was hard to see, the sound of the thunder booming & lightning still striking made it even harder for me.

Minho's POV
Why did I just do that???
Why am I being like this???

As I was running I decided to take a detour & not go back to the house as I knew what would be waiting for me...

I found a small park & decided to stop there, I sat on the swing not caring about the metal above me as I sobbed knowing what I had just done.

Lee Know always wondered if he was gay/bi as he found some men attractive, especially when he was a background dancer for 방탄소년단 & developed what he had assumed was just a
"boy crush" on Hoeseok, a rapper/dancer...

He sat silently as he rocked himself letting thoughts rush through his mind...

No I can't be with him, Jisung is a guy, how did I not know he was gay, let alone had a crush on me...???
Sure I've found guys attractive but doesn't everybody find members of the same sex attractive sometimes???
It's a sin I can't possibly like him...

He decided it was time to start heading back as his phone had already died & he assumed it was sometime after 10:00...

Yea...this chapter is a mess 🤦‍♀️