It has been two weeks since I last seen Black. Not that I care , he is to wishy washy for me. He don't care about me and I don't care about him so. Why am I lying to myself? I couldn't get his black ass out my head since the day he just left for no reasons. I don't even know why I am tripping through it isn't like we have been talking for months. I knew this man only for two days and the amount stress he bought into my life is absolutely fucking ridiculous. He is just like every nigga I ever encountered "AIN'T SHIT ASS NIGGAS"I screamed.
Let me go take a shower I think I am going to hit the bar later on tonight . I would've asked my bestfriends to come out with me but they been boo'd up. Don't get me wrong I am happy as fuck for my friends and everything but I am still little salty. So I don't want to seem like hater so I am partying it up tonight. I am not going lie ever since we been out that night I have been waiting for Friday to come because I have the weekends off and partying is the only joy I get out of my life when I am not working.
I started to look in my closet to see what I was going to wear. I decided on a black tight fitted dress with the straps hanging off a little bit. Something similar to what I had wore the other night. Classy with little sexy to it. I wasn't trying to look to good because I'm not looking for nobody. I just want to go out there and have some fun. Instead of staying coupe up in my apartment feeling lonely as fuck. I grab my glass of red wine off the vanity and walk into the bathroom to get freshen up.
As I walked out the bathroom I went straight into my room and started to get ready. This is so unlike me to go out without my bestfriends. But it's always roomed for trying new things who knows something good might come out of it. I apply some lotion to my naked body and went to go find a matching panty set. I wanted to feel sexy so I got a nude pink set that was laced. I don't know who going see to see what is under this dress but I don't care. I threw on my dress , heels and my jewelry. I grabbed my bag and I was out.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
I looked for a park as I approached the bar . I must of had bad luck because I found a park 5 blocks away and these heels was hurting my toes. But nothing going stop me from having fun today. I walk into the bar and headed straight to the bartender. Can I get a long island ice tea and a shot of vodka. "No problem, coming right up" I nodded and started to bump my head to the music. I was feeling the atmosphere and made it a mental note that I got to come back here with my bestfriends. Believe it or not loud ass Tracy would love this, she always prefer bars over clubs . Whereas Stephanie fucks with clubs she like spacious areas. I didn't care just depend on my mood.
As I took my fifth shot for tonight, I couldn't help but to feel a pair of eyes of me. There he was looking at me with them piercing eyes . I caught his glimpse and I turn around instantly . He started making his way towards me. Fuck my life I said constantly over and over in my head. "Hey Jo" I stared at him with the most straightest face " it's Joanne or Jojo" he stepped back a bit and look at me from head to toe. " you look nice tonight , why you here by yourself" I said thankyou and stood up and left the bar. I honestly didn't want to see his face tonight. He ruined my night out to myself .
