Love Within The Stars [Discontinued]

Unique?

(Zane's pov)
After that game night I was beat my thumbs sore from spamming buttons.
I slowly walked to my room my feet feeling heavier with every step after what feels like forever I reach my room not able to take one more step I fall on my bed "ugghhh.." I'm to tired to even speak actual words (exaggerate much zane?)

someone knocks on the door and I immediately know who it is but right now I don't need this "leave me alone..." I dramatically turn my head in the opposite direction "oh well I wanted to know if you wanted to-" "do you not know the meaning of leave me alone?" I raised my voice to her  "I-I just-" "I'll say it once again. Leave.me.ALONE." I heard her take a deep breath "S-sorry." she left but as she left my conscience scolded me

bold= conscience
normal= zane

"I can't believe you did that!" my conscience said worried "she'll be fine." "how can you know your not her?" "I just know ok!" "do you know anything about girls?" "I don't see why I need to that girl woman thing should be able to understand that some people prefer to be left alone." "but she isn't you so she wouldn't know what you want. It's not like she can read your mind zane." "Well I'm glad she can't." "Well don't say I didn't warn you if you find her crying." "well, fine. I bet she won't even be crying." "I swear you are so oblivious. Now look for her!" "After I take a nap." "NOW!" "ugh fine."

(kawaii chan's pov)
"you Stupid, over sensitive, pathetic mei'fwa"

"stop being such a baby!" I get my first breath of air I didn't even know I was holding my breath I smile trying to convince myself that I'm ok "Alone..." all of a sudden my chest feels so hallow. it got harder to breath. I try to ignore the strange pain and plaster on a fake smile I walk back to my room to see zane getting off his bed I go to where my clothes are held and get some clothes so I can take a shower when I'm actually crying quietly so no one knows I'm crying.

"Hey nana? Are you ok?" I take a deep breath and ignore him I'm sorry, Zane... "nana?" I quickly grab my stuff and go to the shower. I quickly turn on the water my hands shaking very slightly I could feel the tears stinging my eyes I let them fall I walked into the shower letting the water beat down on my skin.

My tears kept flowing uncontrollably I wanted to whimper and scream but instead put my hand to my mouth and bit down holding back my screams. minutes no hours passed and I finally felt stable enough to face him. I changed into some simple shorts and a shirt that was a size to big. (Cause one of her siblings gave it to her but didn't know her size)

I walked out and set the dirty clothes aside in a hamper.
I thought he would be asleep but instead he had apparently been staring at the bathroom door and now he was staring at me, I looked at the time I had gone in 3 or 4 hours ago.

the door to our room was closed "hey kawaii chan,  I wanted to now if you were ok?" he said as I plastered on s fake smile and said "why wouldn't I be?" I walked over to my bed and laid down "your smile is fake I can see it." "go to sleep zane." I could hear his footsteps heading in my direction, next thing I know he's sitting on the foot of my bed "Nana..." He said trying to be sincere "what.." I said with annoyance in my tone he was caught off guard "what can I do?" he said softly "leave alone." I said harshly "no, this isn't you." "But that wasn't me either Zane. THAT isn't me." I said with more anger "what do mean." "I'm not her, the person you met I'm different. she is just a needy girl who moves to fast and wants everyone to love her." "wait then, who are you? Who are you the real you." I sat up to face him but once our eyes met I couldn't hold back the tears "Nana." "I was never talented." I said "yes you are." zane said as I began to cry even more uncontrollably "Nana. I am nana Yo'Maki and I lied about who I am." his hand slowly moved to mind and he held my hand tightly "Tell me who you are, I want to know." I gazed into his eyes "I had to change who I was because I have a big family 11 siblings to be exact." I tried to sound as clear as I could through my tears "wow, must've been hard." zane said "Yeah, I was never noticed all my other siblings had super special talents and I just happened to be apart of the second group, the youngest group, to make it worse we all had the same eye and hair color, everyone does, I was always mistaken for one of my other siblings and I felt unwanted and untalented. Then one day I read about a cute princess warrior named Kawaii cookie I wanted to be just as cute as her so I changed every thing about myself. I became the lovable Kawaii chan. After that I was never mistaken for any of my siblings I began to stand out, but as result I felt if I told someone they would hate me, everyone would. I lied if they knew they would hate me." I looked down his grip on my hand tightened  "I may not have had it as bad but I know what it's like to not be noticed." He began "Zane you don't have to tell me." I said but he shook his head and continued "Garroth was always the golden child, it was like I lived in his shadow. I always felt like I wasn't good enough, no matter what I accomplished it was never enough. I don't really know how you felt completely but I do know what it's like to feel like your never enough." I looked at his pale blue eyes filled with such emotions I barely noticed the tears in mine "hug?" he asked awkwardly I nodded and wrapped me in a warm embrace. "close your eyes." he said I didn't argue and did what he said, he had been holding my hand the whole time then I felt him tighten his grip on my hand. Then suddenly he kissed me it was brief but I felt so loved. Everytime we kissed I felt my heart feel more alive. Was this really what I was feeling?  is this love?

It felt so different so unique..

Hello sorry for the (badly written) chapter. I am hoping it makes some sense, and if it doesn't then tell me in the comments and I'll try to fix it. Thanks for reading and goodbye

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