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suicidal thoughts 🤔💭

Lonely in this fucking world, cnt take it,

Knife in my fucking hand, im ready to take the life that I was given , so shall I take it?

Suicidal thoughts, its all I been having, its at its peak
Cause I'm too weak
I cnt breath, the thought, its deep
I cnt sleep, might as weep,

I feel so tempted, I wonder what's death like, I can just taste it, will it be alright?

Damn there's so many thoughts about killing myself,

But will I be selfish if I did,

Is it my conscious that's stopping me, or is it the girl that Im in love with, but she broke my heart, so guess the balance is off

I want death to come quick, lord knows this knife ain't doing it, or maybe I'm just using the knife wrong,
Fuck it I guess I jus write a song
Maybe I should run crazy in the streets, and start some stupid shit, that will get me killed

Maybe I should starve to death, I mean it fits since I havnt ate since yesterday, and I wish I can go back to yesterday and keep rewinding so I won't had to suffer to this day

I'm in pain, suverely hurting and I got a stomach ache,

I wish I had a rope, so I can tie my self up on a tree, hanging from the neck

Wish I had a gun, man that will be fun, put a bullet in the chamber and end it with one shot, then I'm gone

See cause life aint shit for a nigga like me, so Satan take the wheel and crash me, will yah, take me to hell, cause nobody wants me, well at least that just how I feel,

Yea nd this is how I felt
Fukk it I'm off this time to drown
Splooooshh