Depression | MiMo

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She's only 17 her whole life's ahead of her. She hates school because the people there discredit her. Her girlfriend tries to show her that's not how it seems. But everyday she just gets lowered by her self esteem. She tries to tell her every night will have a brighter day. She even tried to overdose and take her life away. She's feeling hopeless there just sitting down beside her bed. Then she takes his hand and places it beside her head. He tries to hold her but with every touch she still resists. Then she sees the scars that bury deep within her wrists. She's feeling numb, she starts to beg and plead and ask her why. She says this way she have control of the pain she feels inside. He's asking her how long it's been since you've felt this way. Because you got me and I'm feeling so damn helpless. She says it's been a while I guess I needed better luck. Then she screams at her and tells her "Baby never cut! Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own, but listen pretty lady you don't have to be alone. You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut." I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end. You may just feel the blade your holding is your only friend. The next day at school she's feeling better than the day before. Even cracked a couple smiles as she walked in the corridor. But all that seemed to end when she dropped her books as she went into class. And every student in he room just seemed to point and laugh. She couldn't take it anymore she sent her girl a text. She said I love you with my body, soul and heart to death. She thought nothing typed I love you then she sent it. By death she didn't know that she had literally just meant it. She ducked the next class ran straight into the bathroom. Thought to herself she wouldn't brake her promise that soon. 1 cut... 2 cuts... 3 cuts... 4, The blood just started dripping from the tub to the floor. Her girlfriend had a feeling in her stomach that she hated. She followed it and ran down to her house she never waited. The front door was open, she heard the water running. She stormed into the bathroom and her heart just started gunning. She puts her arm around her shoulder she's just trynna lean her back up. Yelling out her name as she lays her beside the bathtub. She feels her whole world just got hit from a big avalanche. Screaming out so heavily, "Somebody call an ambulance!" Feeling mad angry like somebody led her on to this. Her eyeballs are rolling, drifting out of consciousness. Thinking to herself why the hell didn't she stop at will. The tears just keep on rolling as they head to the hospital. Paramedics rush her in, the doctor calls emergency. She's lost a lot of blood the place looking like a murder scene. An hour later, the doc walks over with a sour face. And says "Excuse me for the words that I'm about to say. I'm sorry for your loss", the boy just starts collapsing. Her own world, her own girl just took a crashing. Saying to herself that it's her fault and that she let it up. Baby... I thought you promised you would never cut.

b mike - baby don't cut

i changed the pronouns from he to she & him to her boy/boyfriend to girl/girlfriend