PLEASING HIM RIGHT || M.Y

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Epiphany is so BEAUTIFUL 😭😭 and I gotta go to school tm😭 my parents cut the wifi off (which ticks me off) so I gotta wait til 5 a.m to turn it back on.

But I'll write for now!

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2 weeks later.
Wednesday
5:56 a.m

One. Two. Three. Four. Five.

I sit and count the seconds away and Jake and his men gather up their things, getting ready to leave.

Nine. Ten. Eleven. Twelve. Thirteen.

The scorching hot water stings as it hits my body, and tears fight their way into my eyes...but I don't care. I want every single piece of skin that I have on my body to peel off at this point.

It may sound disgusting and unpleasing but being raped by someone you dont want in you life, can make you feel this way.

I sure do.

Twenty-four. Twenty-five. Twenty- six. Twenty-sev-

The door slams shut. I stop breathing, hearing footsteps make their way down the stairs and another door slams shut. I let out a sigh, and begin to sob.

Sure some people are like CALL THE POLICE!

We've tried. Me and Yoongi....we tried...

I'm not even allowed to leave this house, unless it's for school. And im allowed to go to Yoongi's house everyday to catch up on schoolwork because some days I'm not allowed to leave at all until it's time to go to Yoongi's.

Or somedays he'll come over here, but that's very rare because I won't allow him. If he comes here, he'll have to stay and watch things happen to me and I don't want that.

I honestly want to die and get the fuck out of here.

How the hell can I get out?

I haven't talked to Dad in 2 weeks because of all this and I haven't even thought to call him and I can't really move without pain.

I put my head in my knees as my crying slows.

Maybe this is how it's supposed to be...

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"Dad!" I scream running to his car as I see him coming in the driveway.

"Em?! What wrong?!"

"M-mom!" I sob, wrapping my arms around his torso and putting my head against his chest.

"What wrong?!" He puts his hands on my face and looks into my eyes looking for an answer.

"Jake is back." I sob.

"DID HE HURT YOU?!"

"Ye-" I'm cut off.

"Don't listen to her!" I heard my mom yelling behind me.

"WHY SHOULD I LISTEN TO YOU?! YOU'RE A LYING CHEATING WHORE!" My dad yells back, and I tightened my grasp.

"Jake didn't do anything. She tried touching him." She rolls her eyes and my dad loses it.

"ARE YOU OUT OF YOU MIND?! WHY WOULD A 14 YEAR OLD TRY AND TOUCH SOMEONE LIKE HIM?!" HE SCREAMS.

"SHE'S A LIAR!" MY MOM FIGHTS BACK.

"ENOUGH!" HE YELLS.

"Get in the car Emma." He says and I walk around the car, opening the door to get in. My dad gets in beside me and backs out of the driveway. Looking at me, he grabs my hand.

"If that bastard ever touches you again. I swear he will not see daylight for another day and neither will your mother."

I shot my head up and look on the floor and see my phone. I pull down the faucet turning the water off and desperately try to get off the floor without pain.

My dad is the only one who can help me.

This isn't going to work.

So I crawl.

I push open the door, and crawl until I reach it. Immediately crying out when a sharp pain goes up through my lower region to my abdomen. Just as I get my hands on my phone. Everything blacks out.

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I understand it's short and shitty😭😭 I'm sorry. I'm so stressed with being president for a club and vice president for another club and I think I failed both of my tests today bc they were hard as fuck😭 I don't have any inspiration for school anymore...

But on the bright side

It's currently 8:32p.m so I just wanted to update.... But thank you guys for reading it! I'll try and update soon.

Xoxo
Tyasia
(Ty💍)