PLEASING HIM RIGHT || M.Y

11

Hmmm. Haven't been in here in a while.. :)

Just sit back and relax. Everything is gonna be okay.

I replay those words in my head Yoongi  drives.

I look out the window and stare at the beautiful night sky. My mind drifts off to the living he'll i called my life that i have been living for the past 10 years.

I don't know how I feel. I should feel hurt and angry but yet i don't. Its almost like I'm numb. I have no feelings toward the situation.

I feel a hand on mine and look over and Yoongi gives me a faint smile.

I give his hand a little squeeze. Looking back out the window, I look at the sky and take deep breaths, falling asleep counting the stars.

>>>

I wake up to voices.

I open my eyes gently and look around at my surroundings. Where the hell am I? I look over to my side and see a clock.

10:56a.m

I slowly sit up in the bed that I'm in and look around. I see a picture of me and and my dad in the very corner of the room.

The Safe House.

I sigh and make my way out of the bed and to the door. I open the door slowly and walk into the hallway. As I was turn and head down the stairs, a pain shot up in me and I grabbed my stomach, falling on the floor with a thud.

"Agh." I groan.

"Babe?!" I hear Yoongi call. I hear footsteps run and make their way up the stairs.

"Emma are you okay?" He kneels besides me and I sit up slowly. His hands weren't the only ones I felt on me. I look up and see my dad also kneeled on the other side of me. I rip away from Yoongi and and wrap my arms around my dad.

I start crying and he whispers in my ear as he hugs me tightly.

"Everything is going to be okay" 

There is no telling how long we sat there. I didn't want him to let me go. All the pain and emotions came to the surface and crashed into me at once. The emotions were strong. 

Too strong for me to handle by myself.

Don't get me wrong. I wanted to stay in Yoongi's arms but I also wanted to be in my dad's embrace too.

"Can you stand up for me?" He asked, slowly releasing me from his embrace. 

I nodded slowly, carefully standing. Yoongi had a arm around my lower back as I stood. My dad was holding my fragile and shaking hands. 

I immediately went into his embrace again. Scared to fall apart at any second. We walked slowly to my room. Every inch of my body ached. I just wanted to rest. My life has been a living hell. 

And to think I was angry at my dad. 

My mom was a monster. What mother allows this to happen to her child? She never was a mother and she isn't my mother. 

I felt Yoongi crawl in the bed beside me and wrap his arms around. My body was tired. I could feel the sleep about to hit any any given moment. 

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath before letting sleep over take me.