HER SELFLESS LOVE

part 32

Nandini turned to him n again manik hug her tightly ....while hugging he was continuously saying " don't leave me...plzzz". Nandini understood that something was definitely wrong but first she need to compose him...manik with one hand cares his head n with other she rubbed his back " manik plzzz quiet..I'm here only mein kahi nahi jaa rahi " she said him to calm him but manik still didn't broke the hug. Nandini also didn't force him ..she keep on saying soothing words to calm him. After sometime manik was normal.. Nandini broke the hug n was about to get up but before only manik held her arm tightly n nodded in no...." Mein kahin nahi jaa rahi...just giving u water " she said but again manik nodded in no n said " I don't need it u just stay here" he said stubbornly

Nan - plzz have it ..u will feel better "
She turned  n  took  water in glass .
Manik also got up n nandini made him drink water with her hands.

Manik again held Nandini hand n was looking down he still didn't spoke anything..finally Nandini decided to ask him.she cupped his face n ask him " plzz manik batiye na.. Kya baat hai"
manik just keep staring at her...his guilt was increasing after seeing her concern..he torched her so much but then also she can't see him in pain
He freed his hand from her n look down ...manik this act make her sad.
She thought that manik still didn't trust her enough " manik kya aap mujh par itna bhi trust nahi karte..ki aap mujh se apna pain share kar sako" she said sadly n manik next word made her shock " u will leave me na..? Nandini look at him shockingly " meine itni saari galtiyaan ki hai..tumhe itna dard diya.. I broke your trust ...l broke u. Humesha tumhe nicha dekhne ki koshish ki ...I'm bad Nandini I'm very bad na" till now both were in tears . manik held her palm in his n said " I..I prom..promise nandini I'll make everything alright.. I'll change myself
I know I deserve punishment.. U can gave me any punishment I'll accept I promise.. But plzzz don't leave. Plzzz I beg u " manik was crying badly n so was Nandini.. She couldn't control n hug manik tightly .he too hug her back

Nandini - I'll never leave u manik..mein kabhi bhi aap KO chod kar nahi jaungi " she broke the hug n said " aap kaise soch sakte ho ki mein aap ko chod kar chali jaungi ha ...I know ki aap mujh se pyaar nahi karte..aap ke liye yeh shaadi majboori hai...but mere liye humara rista , sab kuch hai  ....mere jeene ki wajah
Manik not even in my worst dream I can think also to leave u ...never
I'll never leave u alone until I die..."as she mentioned the word die in the next moment she found her lips were sealed by manik. Nandini was shocked stunned or can say more than that as she never except it ...she wasn't responding him. On the other hand manik was kissing her slowly n passionately.

Feeling her out of breath he broke the kids for a second n spoke dangerously near her lips " never speak those words" n again took her lips for a passionate kiss. Nandini still wasn't responding .

Without breaking the kiss manik made nandini lye down on the bed n came on top of her..he break the kiss but didn't left her skin .he started giving wet kisses on her neck..Nandini hand came on his hair n she started carsing it..manik then slide her kurti a little down from her shoulder n started giving open mouth kisses over there..nandini now started moaning his name. Manik was about to remove her kurti more but stop himself... He took deep breath to compose himself.. Not feeling his lips over her skin Nandini open her eyes....he looked at her n cupped her face lovingly n said " I know u won't stop me ....but I want everything to be perfect between US
I want to earn your forgiveness
I want to be enough worthy ..for u for your heart, your soul ,your body
I know u had already given me your heart...but I want to win your heart "
His words took nandini heart...when he said US tears of happiness made way from her eyes...manik wipe it n gave a long kiss on her forehead
Nandini closed her eyes in response. Manik - u cried a lot  because of me..but ab nahi " nandini smiled

Manik lyied down beside her n pull nandini on him .nandini kept her head on his chest ... manik kept his one hand on her shoulder n other on her waist.. " I found my peace " he said in her ears making her smile .

After sometime nandini drifted in sleep...manik kept on looking at her for a long timecn thought how beautiful n innocent she is ...both in n out ...looks like a baby while sleeping
He promised himself mentally to give her happiness which she deserve.

Manik kissed her forehead n murmur " I love u" n slept

Sorry for late n short update

next one or two parts will be full on MANAN