To Kyle

What to do

Liking someone for so long that you're not sure how it escalated so swiftly.
I never did want to be in place of wishing someone who you see but never know the real him.
It's stupid really. How can I be so gullible to you?
I wanna leave but apparently, a snap of waking myself up won't do.I should just go do something else to keep my mind of you.
You nevertheless care about me anyways. By then, maybe I could find someone to infatuated with.
What to do? I ponder.
What to do? I end up gushing over you.
No matter what I do, It's you that I think about.