To Kyle

Today

Today, I mostly think that only you isn't the bad thing in life.
I want to go back in Philippines especially to my Lola's arms.If you save me, I could stay here.
If you just stand there, it will be harder for me thinking to leave everything by not saying anything to you.
Today, I feel sad. I hope this day is over and you'll be there smiling even it's not for me it will be enough.
I want to see you having a good life and know it's not wrecking like mine. If you just give a little more time to know me, I will do the best of me.
If you don't want me to, that's fine I'm a mess anyways and you don't need to fix me.