Rescue Me

Jungkook's P.O.V

Jungkook , Jungkook , Jungkook!"
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"Sorry , I need to go to the bathroom"

I ran to the door that said "males bathroom" , ran into a stall and got on my knees and vomited
I sigh. This is the thirteenth time today. It's been a long time since I ate.
After Jimin's mom found out Jimin has been feeding me , she didnt gave him food. Life is soo great. I got up and washed my hands. As I washed my hands I looked at myself in the mirror. That's when they come back.

Look at you. You call this happiness?
Your such a failure
I wish you were never born.

Never born. Never born...

" Just fucking leave me Alone!! " I yelled. I started so cry. Why do you guys do this to me? I just want to have a normal life.

I want to be a...normal
Person. A person that doesnt have a fucked up life that I have. I want to smile , laugh , be free from being judged.

But I cant have what I want.
Cuz being normal isn't a real thing.
You cant be normal. I wiped out my tears walked towards the door and opened it " just smile. They wont suspect anything. " 

~~~~~Taehyung's P.O.V~~~~~

I walked towards the bathroom door but then stopped my steps. I can hear someone from the bathroom..crying? I cracked the door open and saw a boy crying. Is he alright? I looked over to where Yoongi and his friends were eating and noticed Jungkook was missing. I figured the boy crying was Jungkook. I really want to know what is wrong. Aish i should mind my business like seriously. I closed the door and walked away before Jin- hyung yells at me.

" Just smile. They wont suspect anything. "

I looked over to the owner of the voice and saw Jungkook smiling at Yoongi and his friends. Knowing that the smile that was showed was fake , just broke my heart into pieces. I kept staring at him. And somehow it was entertaining to watch him. He sat down and ate his ice cream. Suprising it hasn't melt yet. Jungkook looked over and our eyes met. His ears started to get red and he looked somewhere else. I realized I've been looking at him for far too long now.
" Taehyung get to work please " I jumped as I heared the voice. "Jin hyung you scared me! " " not my fault you were the one looking at Jungkook and got scared by me. Plus why were you looking at him for? " "N-Nothing I just-nevermind.." " Anyways get back to work now. " " Yes Jin hyung "

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Helliii everyone
I'm back , after a month I think?
Anyways I am sorry that I didnt update,  I just needing to rest after what happened and shit. I have to do an essay but the library is closed..>:3 sorry for typos cuz I was in a rush.
Have a great day/night
Bai
-Leah