Maybe you're just stuck inside the narrow mind you cage yourself in. Maybe that's what makes you so utterly blind to the struggles of everyone around you. Maybe you just prefer on focusing on yourself rather than everyone else. Maybe that's why you're so deaf to what people tell you about yourself.
Or maybe it's just because you're a spoilt brat.
We all know the truth, so who the hell do you think you're fooling? That's right, no-one. Not a single soul except your own.
Your own dire terrible soul that helps only you and only adheres to your own pathetic lies and the rules you set before getting twisted into your own bed of lies. When the only thing coming out of you is lies, what else can you do? Apart from coming clean, because we all know you have nothing to own up to. After all, you're the angel that the whole world has been blessed with. The righteous one. The perfect moral example for all of humanity. So, please, don't shut up or even start to care about anything anyone else says.
Instead carry on spinning your inconsistent lies no matter how many times you get caught in your own lies. As long as you keep denying everything, everyone will carry on believing you.
It's pitiful, really. That you think that all this is reality, when it's just a lie and not even a pretty one. Just a really twisted one, all coiled up in your sick mind. One that's embedded so deeply inside you, that you can't even see past it. Not that you can see past much. (You should probably see the opticians as soon as possible on a side note.)
Life is wonderful and life is prec- oh who am I trying to kid. Not you, that's for sure.
Live your pathetic lie, but stop trying to manipulate the whole world into becoming a part of whatever weird fantasy you believe in.
And maybe it you're lucky, you'll get a life worth living.
Live a life, man.
Good luck.