Paper and string

Chapter 16

Hey guys there's quite the time gap here so just stick with me through it.

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Today we where leaving the uk , I was upset about leaving oil and the rest of bring me .

Right now we were on a plane to LAX . The guys were going stay with me for a couple days then they were going home for a month then back on another tour for six months .

" are you excited to see your dad ?" Benn asked looking up from his phone .

" absolutely ." I said and smiled at the thought of my father .

" when we get there ... Are we going to tell him about us ?" I knew this would come , honestly I don't but I can't keep this like this from my father ,me and benn had to keep pictures together limited . There was no PDA at the venues . We wanted to keep it out of the publics eye , as much as we could .

" We have to I can't keep things like this from my dad , not since what happened ..." I said shivering at the thought of trace . " don't worry baby it will be okay ." He said it a little confused because he doesn't know about trace . And he'd probably kill him if he knew .

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We stepped off the plane and I ran through the exit ready to get off the danm plane . I walked towards where the luggage pick up was when all of a sudden two very long and skinny arms picked me up and spun me around . " Austin !" I yelled as he set me down . I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him

As tight as I could .

" I missed you

So much pretty baby ." He whispered in my ear . We all got our luggage and Austin walked us out to his SUV .

" so I'm where's my dad?" I asked as I hoped in the

Passenger seat .

Austin ran a hand trough this hair and gave me a sad look . " at home ."

I gave him a questioning look as we set off to our home in Orange County .

When we arrived I saw a car that did not look familiar in the drive way . " dad I'm home !" I yelled as I sat my bags down . I ran into the kitchen to find a girl all over my father . I looked at him big eyes .

" WHAT THE ACUAL FUCK IS THIS SHIT !!!" I yelled as she quickly sprung off of my father fixing her shirt . It was Katrina .

" hi honey ." Alan said trying to change the subject .

" why the fuck is she here ?" I said bluntly .

" hello , ." She said and ran over to me and giving me a big hug .

" you've grown up so fast ! your dad has

Told me so much about you . Your so pretty ." I looked at her as she tried to kiss my ass. " oh yea did he mention the part about him being married to my mother !" I yelled at her .

I was about to lunge at her as benn wrapped his arms around me .

" dad get that fucking lot lizard out of here !" I yelled at my father .

Yea so I had a bit of an anger issue .

" he decided to give me another chance ." She spat at me .

" dad , get her put of here now !" I yelled my voice getting louder by the word . He just sat there quietly .

" THIS IS UTTER BULL SHIT !" I yelled pulling out of benn grasp.

I grabbed a glass cup and tossed it across the room it hit the wall and shattered .

He grabbed me again and pulled me back . "Benn let go of me !" I yelled .

" it's for your own good ." He said calmly.

" stop ! Stop ! Stop!" I kept yelling at the top of my lungs .

" looks like your daddy choice me over you ." She mumbled so that only I could here . I looked at benn and kissed him , it shocked him and everyone else in the room . He was so in shock he let go of me . I lunged at Katrina and we both ended up on the ground . Punch after punch I continued to smash my knuckles into her face . Austin tried to get me off of her but I ended up hitting him . I stopped as I heard Austin hit the ground . I turned around to look . He was out cold .

I had hit him in the chest .

" AUSTIN ." I screamed as I ran over to him . He wouldn't respond . " call 911!" I yelled as I cried . Dave came over to me and pulled me away . Andy was on the phone with 911. And they other guys were trying to wake Austin up . " I'm so sorry !" I weeped into Dave's chest . " I'm a fuck up ! I'm a fuck up ! A fuck up !" I sobed into his shirt . Quickly the EMS showed up and took him away . " what happened here ?" A police officer asked as he looked at Katrina and me and the broken glass . " family matters ." Dave said patting my back . " okay ." He said walking out . The paramedics took Katrina too cause apparently I broke her nose . Benn had left with Austin and Katrina and my father promised that we'd be there as soon as possible .

" I'm so sorry ." I continued to cry . " nevaeh !" My father yelled at me .

" why didn't you stop . Why can't you fucking control your anger ! I don't understand why you have to ruin all my relationships ! I'm not letting you let this one go to shit ! You always seem to ruin the best things that happen to me . Like your mother !" I looked at him in shock .

I'm the reason my mothers dead ?

I stood up and brushed myself off . I walked over to my bags and then walked back into the kitchen to get my car keys and my phone .

"nevaeh where are you going ?" My father asked me .

I looked at him tears streaming down my face .

He looked at me . His whole face was washed over with guilt .

"Out of your life ." I said as I swung the door close.

I kept driving . I drove and drove . The whole time my phone continued to go off .

The different ringtones for all the different people . I drove for about 45 minutes until I reached the persons house I needed most in times like this . I knocked on the door and waited inpatient lay for him to open the door .

" nevaeh ?"

" Tony ."