don't mind mee, just being the sad anxious bean i am-
so, today was just friggen horrible. I felt like everyone was always laughing at me and judging me, my legs and hands wouldn't stop shaking, and I was on the verge of full-blown panic. My mind just felt really foggy and confused, and I couldn't focus on my school work or art. Everything hurt and it's just agonizing, I can't escape the stares or the whispers or the judgement. I feel like everything's always watching me, critiquing every little thing I do and i know there's no getting out of that and I should have moved on and adapted and not be making such a big deal out of it but I guess I can't. I don't know, I'm just so drained and hurt and tired.