so, I had to completely restart my tablet because there was literally no storage and it wouldn't even let me delete anything to fix it, so now everything is gone and shit including my drawing app, and apparently it's not in the appstore anymore and every other available drawing app that my tablet has to offer is completely irrelevant, so possibly no more digital art for a really long time ))):
but I found some markers, and though I'm still pAniCkiNg like the pussy i am I think this turned out kind of ok, at least considering how shaky my hands are