Teddy did it

Chapter 5: Cold outside

Tw-Self Harm/Sewer slide attempt
Mya-

We left Lilith's house yesterday and I was still feeling kinda sad that lei lei hit me, all I wanted was to hold her stuffie.

I guess I was looking to sad cause Daddy looked at me with concerning thoughts.

Jordan: what's the matter princess? Are you still upset about what happened yesterday? It's gonna be okay babygirl so stop with the sad looks.

I started to cry into daddy's neck.

"Am I a bad little? Do lei lei hate me because I touched her stuffie?"

Jordan: No princess your not a bad little. Your the best little any dom could ever have. I'm even lucky you chosen me to be your caregiver. So don't go thinking your a bad little.

I nod my head and hugs Daddy tightly. I really am still sad but I know how to handle that.

"Daddy may I go to the bathroom please."

I asked wiping my eyes

Jordan: sure babygirl go ahead.

With her permission I go to the bathroom.

When I reached to the bathroom I lock the door and take out my hidden razors.

I keep these razors hidden from Daddy so she won't find out that I still cut.

I took out one of the razors and took a deep breath letting it glide across my arm leaving a scar with blood following after.

"Ah."

I hiss quietly so Daddy doesn't get concerned.

As the pain started to subside I placed another cut after that one.

I covered my arms in cuts then moved on to my legs, leaving them in bigger scars than the ones that I left on my arm.

I let all the blood trickle down my arms and legs.

Watching the blood fall left me satisfied but I wanted more.

I placed more on my chest and on my stomach. I wanted scars everywhere covering my body.

I sat there a couple of minutes sitting on the floor and crying.

Then I passed out seeing black and then white.

"This must be the end. "

I thought to myself letting my body succumb to the sharp jolts of pain shooting through my scars every time. My heart beated.

"I'm finally done."
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Jordan-

It seemed a little to quiet and it's been a while since Mya went to the bathroom. So I went to go check on her.

"Mya baby are you okay?"

There was no answer.

"Mya, Mya answer me!"

I started jiggling the doorknob and it was locked. So I started banging and trying to break the door in.

As soon as I got it open I dropped down to my knees to see Mya covered in scars and blood.

I held her in my arms and called an ambulance.

5 minutes later

The ambulance shows up and the paramedics are rushing in to grab Mya.

Oh my god just looking at her makes me wanna punch a whole in the wall.

Why didn't I see the signs, that's what ran through my head the whole ride to the hospital.

"Why babygirl why did you do it, you could have told me more that what you told me."

I said to myself just thinking about the fact if she doesn't make it.

I wouldn't be able to live without her.

5 minutes later

We arrived at the hospital and they came and strolled her in.

I checked in while they took her to a room to treat her.

Nurse: name

"Mya channey."

Nurse: date of birth

"July 10 1999"

Nurse: age

"2."

Nurse: excuse me what did you say.?

"Oh uhm 19...sorry."

Nurse: okay you can head on back now.

"Thank you miss."

I rushed to the back

"Oh man oh man please be alive please be alive."

Nobody-

Jordan rushed in to the room where Mya laid still clinging of  to life and covered in bandages.

"Mya Daddy's sorry. I should have known."

Mya looks at Jordan with a smile.

"It's not your fault Daddy it's mine. You didn't know I was gonna cut myself."

Jordan grabbed Mya's hand and squeezed it.

"Babygirl, don't ever in your life do that again do you hear me."

Jordan was crying hard looking at Mya in  the eyes making sure she under stood.

"I understand."

Mya said as she reached to hug Jordan.

Mya-

I go and try to hug Daddy but my body still hurts from all the cuts.

"Owwie owwie, that hurts."

Jordan: just relax babygirl I'll give you all the love when you've healed.

I just nodded and layed back down and waited for the doctor to come back in.
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Sorry for the short chapter I was kinda tired and plz don't hate me I have to have some type drama happen but it will get better trust me.