completely shameless (Shameless Fanfiction)

i hate myself.

Vivs pov

As I walked into the house with the hood of my hoodie over my head hiding the black eye, bloody nose and bruised cheek from this guy from my school.

I snuck upstairs while Lip and Carl were talking. Afterwards I opened my bedroom door, walked in then sat in-front of my mirror.

As I took off my hood I looked at my face and sighed. Thinking about what had occurred

Flashback•

"Hey whore." I sighed and closed my locker then attempted to walk away from my bully, Trey.

He grabbed my arm and shoved me against the locker. "Where do you think you're going?"

I looked away from his eyes, afraid.
"Trey, let me go.."

But he took his fist and punched me straight in the eye.

The back of my head flew into the locker and I winced in pain.

Afterwards he threw a punch aiming right at my nose, making the back of my head smash into the locker again.

As soon as he saw me wince in pain he aimed right at my cheek and once again my head smashed into the locker.

He let go of my arm then walked away.

"Fuck you..!" I screamed at him.

But he turned back around and walked over to me punched me straight in the stomach.

End of flashback•

I sighed and lifted my shirt up looking at the bruise on my stomach.

Someone came into my room. "Hey, Vivian. How was school?" Carl asked looking at me then his eye widened.

"Fuck, what happened?!"

I sighed. "Trey.."

"Come on let's get you cleaned up." He said grabbing my arm and dragging me into the bathroom.
"Don't tell Lip.."

Carl glared at me. "Why shouldn't I tell Lip, Vivian?"

I looked down at the floor. "Because, I kinda sent Trey nudes.. a month ago. Then he asked me for more yesterday and I told him no.."

Carl glared at me again, this time looking even more angrier.

"Yeah, I'm telling, Lip."

I looked at him with sad eyes.

"Please don't, Carl!" I said as he started walking out of the bathroom.

"I'm doing it right now." He said angrily.

In this very moment I pushed Carl straight into the wall.

When his body met the wall he collected himself and stood up looking at me with fire in his eyes.

"You are such a bitch." He says pushing me.

I'm not really gonna go into full detail, let's just say it turned into a fist fight and Carl won.

20 minutes later.

"Vivian Gallagher, are you fucking kidding me!?" Lip said shoving my phone in my face.

"Why the fuck would you send nudes to some random guy at your school. What the fuck! Is wrong with you!?"

I jumped each time Lip ended his harsh sentences.

"Go upstairs, you are grounded for a month!"

After I walked up to my room I closed my door sitting in my bed.

Then I looked at my window and got an idea.

So I grabbed my back pack with stuff I would need and grabbed two beers that were under my bed, grabbed some joints that were in my drawer and some clothes.

Afterwards I opened my window and jumped out of it.

Running away for the fifth time this month.

I can't tell you how long I'll be gone. But I can tell you one thing, I hate myself.