I will not be updating this at all, me and Kyle broke up yesterday(8-14-18) because he doesn't want me anymore and I knew it was all a lie just a fantasy that I wish was true so goodbye all!
And I hate that I still love him, I hate him for making me believe that I am actually worth something when I am not, that I am beautiful that I am perfect that I am his one and only that I am his one true love when I am not and I never will be.
It feels like my heart is ripped out of my chest and it hurts to breathe sometimes..... I know what this feeling is now.... it is heartbreak....