today i went back to school.
i had no motivation at all to go not even my friends motivated me to go.
i think school is half the reason why I've been a little sad lately lol.
i can handle the work and assignments but the people there is what i can't handle. they're just really mean, ignorant, fake, and negative and i don't want any of that.
also i only have 2 classes w my best friend and im just a loner in the rest of my classes.
i made an effort to talk to people but it felt like they didn't wanna talk to me and sometimes they left me out of conversations idk if they meant to or not but it definitely hurt. so i just sat in the corner on my phone talking to my mutuals on twitter. i told my mom about my first day back and she said to chill out and just talk to people and ill be fine but idk.
i truly can't wait until i get to leave the town im living in.
i only have 2 more years of high school and im out this b.
