C.C. // Imagines

50's

Y/N

1952

"Y/n stop that tickles"

"It's not bothering me" I say and continue kissing her neck

"You're such a nerd" she giggles and sits up leaning against the headboard.

"A nerd you love"

"Don't get a big head" Camila straddles my lap  with a smile

"I could never" I say rubbing her thighs

Camila starts to lean down but we hear her front door open downstairs, fast as lightning she jumps off of me and her bed.

"Oh shoot Y/n you have to go" camila whisper yells and goes to fix herself in her mirror.

"Why? your parents like me" I sit up furrowing my eyes

"No Matthew and his parents are coming over for dinner" she says changing into a blue dress

"oh" I say with disappointment and start putting on my saddle shoes, she then comes and sits next to me about to give me the usual speech.

"Y/n you know that no one can know about us and what we've done" she says reaching for my hand

"I didn't even say anything about that"

"Yea but you were thinking it"

"You don't have to inform me every time we're together" I say getting up and grabbing my things.

"Don't be like that" she says getting up

"Camila I get it okay. You want to have a perfect life with your boyfriend not your best friend who has a weird crush on you"

"No Y/n its just...were girls"  Camila says sympathetically

I hate that we can't be together because of how people will think of us. I've always had an attraction for girls but mostly my best friend Camila. When she found out I liked girls she was kind of okay with it at first but still weirded out. She eventually got over it and continued with our friendship.

Although one day Camila asked if she can practice kissing with me for boys, I agreed because I wasn't about to give up the chance to kiss a girl, especially if that girl is my crush. My feelings for camila got a little stronger and camila told me that she does think the kisses we share are more then just practice to her now.

"Then maybe we should stop because I'm getting tired of hearing you say the same words everytime" I say walking over to the door

She doesn't say anything but stand in place so I just open the door and walk out.

2 days later

It's been 2 days since me and camila spoke in her bedroom and I miss her with all my heart. I'm at the cafeteria eating lunch with my friends but I'm just dazing off not paying attention. Camila's at the table in front of me eating with her boyfriend. I don't even know why camila would ever go for him, he's been held back for 3 years already.

"Y/n"

I turn my head and see Dean, the baseball star of our school. I don't know why he's talking to me, we've barely glanced at each other but we do have some mutual friends so.

"Oh hi dean" I say with a small smile

"So the homecoming dance is next week and your a pretty good lookin chick so I wanted to ask you if you wanted to go with me to homecoming and maybe go get a shake sometime." He asks with smile

Wow I feel so honored a doorknob like him would want to ask me.

"Sure sounds fun" I say with a quick smile and He walk away fisting bumping the air.

I wanted to try and convince camila to save one dance for me at homecoming but we both know she'll die before letting people see us in public together.

Speaking of camila, as my friends get up to leave I see her just looking at me probably wondering why dean was talking to me. She looks away when she notices me and looking right back at her.

Why does she do these things to me?
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I'm on my date with dean getting a milkshake and I couldn't be anymore boring.

"Then me and brad got caught by the old man and we ran and hid in his shed for hours" dean said laughing

I gave him a fake giggle and he proceeded to go on about some story I'm not even paying attention too.

I take a sip of my shake but I see Camila walk in with Matthew. I really hope she doesn't see me because I don't feel like talking to her. But just my luck..

"Dean buddy!" Matthew yells out
Dean walks over to Matthew completely forgetting about me and start their own conversation. I see Camila standing their awkwardly until she looks over at me and starts approaching me.

"Hi y/n" she says with a smile

I look at her and give her a quick smile before excusing myself to the bathroom.

I splashed water on my face feeling so dumb and tired for ever having feelings for Camila in the first place.

I hear the door open so I look up and I see Camila standing at the door.

I look back down. I do not feel like talking to her but she's just going to make me.

"Y/n" she says

I look back up.

"Please talk to me" she says with pleading eyes.

"Camila I don't want to talk anymore" I say drying my hands and walking out.

Guys I've been really busy with school,friends,sports, and just issues. I'll try my hardest to update but pt 2 of this imagine is "coming out". (If only Camila would too) also check out my other book too.

ALSO THANK YOU FOR 10k reads 😍❤️👏🏼

-s.a.b