Obsession || Nct Dream

3|| The reason

The meeting was basically an introduction and was getting us started on what to do and who to call on for special purposes.

It took me a while to take this all in. I meen it's just my first day and I already got into the student council. Other then that classes were boring.

I have got to say that Chenle dude is dope. I'm not close to anyone here and no one is close to being my friend here but if I had to pick someone it had to be him.
              
              Time skip after school

While I was walking home I thought someone was following me so I kept turning back. No one was there but that feeling never left.

I still felt a gase on me so I ran as fast as I could. When I reached home I quickly got inside and locked the door.

The fact that I lived alone didn't help the situation.

I got a text on my phone even though I don't have anyones number. I checked the text and It was the most creepiest thing I have seen.

Unknown: Be careful you never knew what might happen.

                               Who are you? :Miyoung

Unknown: take a guess......honey

with that I knew exactly who it was

I ran straight to my room, opened my door and grabbed the box that I put under my bed, opened it and I saw them again something no one deserves to see.

pictures of all my past bestfriends or anyone that was close to me pictures of them all.............dead. All of the pictures had a sentence on then and it always ended with honey.

I wanted to start fresh but I couldn't i just couldn't my past was always holding me back.

I shed tears as I went to the bathroom and grabbed something that should be kept away from me. the razer and I did something I haven't done in months
1 cut, 2 cuts, 3 cuts, 4...

I know I shouln't but, but all those lives are gone because of me. I'm at fault for it all. I wanted to disappear but I couldn't. I've always wanted to tell someone about this but if I tried I knew they would be gone to do I had no one to rely on. No family or friends.

I treated my cuts, then sat on my bed and without realizing tears streamed down my face. Tears of sarrow, anger, and regret.

More then anything I wanted, was that whoever that was doing this to me, whould stop. I know that they hate me. All I want to do is to find out who this person is.

I know that if I get to close to these people, it will hurt them and me to see them gone.They would be gone just like the rest.

"Unnie I wish you were here you would help me like you always have"

                                 ~~
"Miyoung wake up your going to be late for kindergarten" My eyes felt heavy but I managed to wake up "Daddy morning" "morning sweety lets get you ready for your school ok" I smilled while looking at my dad

"Thanks daddy" I said while walking down the stairs of our house "morning unnie!" "Morning Miyoung" my sister then hugged me "Dad I'll take Miyoung to her Kindergarten today" she offered "ok heeyoung."

"Miyoung let's go you can eat along the way ok" "ok unnie"

"unnie why don't I have a mum?" I asked and suddenly unnies face turned bitter. It was faint but I herd it "It's because you ki......It's ok Miyoung you have me and dad right."

The ground suddenly cracked and I was falling I don't even know where but nothing is manging to come out of my mouth. I was terrified. I wanted to scream.

I landed on a couch with fire all around me and match sticks in my hand I could see unnie coming to get me. That's when it went blurry again.

What is this? where am I? Why am I crying? Is what I wanted to say but I couldn't "Unnie Unnie s-shes gone" I said It then came to me this is what happened when I was 6 my bestfriend she died no........ she got murdered!

"It's ok Miyoung It's ok let it out" was the last thing I herd before I blacked out again

Now I'm sitting down watching tv. "Miyoung I'm going out ok" "ok unnie be carefull" I herd the door shut. It had been hours and she was not back, I began to panic.

Suddenly I herd voices "YOU KILLED HER!!" "Why would you want to do that?" "It's all your fault!" "You monster" "because of you mum and d-"

I screamed as I woke up "it's just a dream Miyoung calm down" I told myself. I was sweating and trembling with tears falling down.

I rushed to the bathroom and splashed the cold water across my face. Then went to take a shower.

After I had calmed myself down I got ready for school I checked the time. It was 6:42.

I was eating my breakfast which is ramen. Just as I finished My door bell rang and I knew why sense it had been a month.

I opened the door then looked to the ground and spotted the envelope. This was how I lived a person kept sending me money each month. Enough for me to pay for food,water, electricity and school.

I then ran upstairs to my room, put it in my draw, then left the place making sure to turn everything off, lock the doors and close the windows.
"Might as well go early"

I was walking while listening to blackpinks song 'Really' when I spotted a familiar figure in the distance.

It was him..........Na Jaemin.

_________________________________________

A/N: Hey guys hope you liked this chapter.
Do you have any guess to who is behind all of those murders?
Anyways that is the reason behind why she is trying to be so distant with people.
Also is the length of the chapters ok?