CHAPTER TWO

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I'm not editing it now btw (if any chapters suck i.e this one), I'm just posting it how I wrote it years ago :)

He had texted me one morning. Tired eyes startled by the bright light, heart pounding wild, his username in bold, welcoming me.

Text me- a phone number which made fireworks erupt like the fourth of July.

Sometimes I look back and wonder if I made a mistake.

I messaged Him, telling Him how much he meant to me.

It's funny when caramel-coloured hair personnel's like to infiltrate.

He tried to come up to me. Anger at her transpired to Him, mistakes were made. Pushing Him away, the one you love, to trade for the ones you hate- those voices inside my head. Angry ones- conflicting ones. Violent hummingbirds moved around my stomach. Head or heart, head or heart, head or heart they seemed to chant.

Head or heart.

It was as simple as that.

On paper anyways.

Head or heart?

Head or heart?

Head or heart?

There's not a day now that I choose either. I'm just numb.






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