Cheaters Be Cheating

Chapter 14

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Magnus' P.O.V:

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!", I hear a scream inside my ear and given the fact that I feel even worse than I did yesterday,it wasn't appreciated. I feel Aleexander jump away from me and I'm instantly alarmed. I ignore the pain in my bones, the heaviness I feel in my head and chest as I get up too, ready to comfort him. What kind of nightmare did he see? I open my eyes to see him looking... frantic, desperate?

"What's wrong baby?", I ask him and when he looks in my eyes his expression changes. The look he gives me screams...regret, pain... disgust... for me? He's never looked at me like that before. Ever. His gaze was always sincere, loving, caring. But now? Now he looks at me like I'm the worst creature to ever walk on Earth. Like he hates me! But why? What did I do? Am I imagining all this? He looks at me like I'm a perfect stranger! A flash of recognition fills his eyes, but it's gone as fast as it came. Confusion and disgust were taking over him again, but he hasn't answered my question yet. What is he thinking?

"Ale--", I try to follow him, feeling concerned and confused, but he gestures me to stop.

"Don't you even dare to come close to me, ever again! I don't want you and I never will!!", he yells at me and my body freezes, the feeling of numbness taking over as I feel tears swell my eyes as I let his words sink in.

He doesn't... he doesn't want me? He doesn't want me near him? What happened? What did I do? Why does he hate me so much? Maybe... maybe he got bored of me. Maybe he got sick of me. Maybe he finally saw me for what I really am. A monster. An abomination. A worthless downworlder that deserves nothing at all. I can feel myself losing control and my real eyes starting to reveal themselves but I quickly look down in order to hide them from Alexander's sight.

More and more tears make their way in my eyes and down my cheeks as I feel the other man in the room enter the bathroom. I instantly wrap my hands around my knees and hide my face between them. I can't feel anything except the pain in my heart and the tears that can't stop coming. I just lay there and cry, self-loathing more than usual as I hear doors slamming around me but I don't care. I can't seem to be thinking of anything except Alec's words, combined with the hurtful words everyone in my life who has hurt me told me.

'You're an abomination'. 'Filthy warlock'. 'You little screw-up!'. 'I don't want you and I never will!'. 'That boy-toy shadowhunter of yours is using you'. 'I don't want you anywhere near me!'. 'You' re a demon!'. 'Monster!'.

All of these words come to the surface, all of the hurtful truths that people I've loved have told me, people I've trusted and cared for, people I gave my love, receiving back nothing but betrayal and pain. I try to to get up from the bed when I feel a sharp pain in my chest. The room suddenly comes into focus and I raise my head from between my knees when I see hair fall in my eyes.

"What in--', I think as you look in the mirror near the bed and I instantly freeze. My reflection isn't the one that I'm used to. Looking back at me is a very pretty girl with long black hair that look a lot like mine except longer, cat-eyes that look exactly like mine and facial features that are very similar to mine. She looks like a feminine version of me... But it can't be me right? It can't... I mean how can it be me?! How is it possible?!?

I don't recall having... wait... that stupid vodka Ragnor gave me... and his weird behaviour last night... That little bugger! I can't believe he tested a potion on me! And especially this kind of potion! Oh, I'm so going to get him for this! But a sudden thought crossed my mind.

Is that why Alexander left this morning? I'm sure that the potion is going to wear off at some point but does he know? I have to explain everything to him! But... Now that I'm a woman... He's not interested in me... He's gay and I'm a woman! Of course and he doesn't want me anymore! He doesn't... He doesn't want me... He's not in love with me anymore! I lost him...