Can I be loved (re-writing)

Chapter 7

( sounds of machines beeping...)

Blake Pov

I don't know what it was, but seeing Bella in the medical bay with machines made my wolf anxious, he was constantly pacing in my mind. I saw the alpha's son watch her from far away with worry and adoration, I held my growl in my throat, completely shocked by my actions. I was never the one to show disrespect, but I felt she was important to me, my growling seemed to attract the attention from elder Tau. He looked between me and the sleeping goddess, fixing the jigsaw puzzle before I had a chance to realise it myself, he smiled calling me closer.

"What is she to you Blake" he asked, I looked towards her, feeling my face relax and soften "I'm not sure but. I want to hold her" he chuckled making my eyes drag away from her sleeping form "interesting...max feels the same, however your emotions seem more intimate" I chocked on another growl trying to keep wolf at bay. Without thinking I walked towards her and held her hand in mine, feeling tingles run up my arm...."she couldn't be....could she" I asked him, he shrugged he shoulders "you'll have to wait till she wakes up".

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I was looking into a endless darkness, but I felt somewhat alive, I wanted to move, and I felt something twitch. My ears strained to hear the murmurs of voices, and my nose inhaled the oxygen that dried my already dry throat. A warmth seeped along my arms, making me shiver with content but worry in fear of the contact.

(Beep-beep-beep)

My eyes opened to bright lights and pure white walls, it blinded me temporally. i tried to sit up, but a weight on my shoulder pushed me back down "you need to lay still, your wound is healing" the voice was deep and soothing, I followed the hand up, to see it connect to my fellow warrior, Blake.

I stared into his deep, rich blue eyes, curious to why he made my heart fluttered when he watched me, as if he was studying me. "Bella, it's good to see you awake" Alpha Dallas walked towards the chair, beside the bed I laid in, "thank you for protecting my pack, the elders told me of your enthusiasm" I nodded, he ruffled my head and walked away. "your not aloud to shift until your wounds are healed, or you'll make them worsen..doctors orders...come, you must be hungry" he removed the white sheet off me, I was changed into black gym shorts, with a matching sport bra, "up we go tinkle bell" he pushed one arm under my knees and the other around my shoulders, he lifted me slowly, bring me to his chest "hold on poppet, I've got you" I held onto the front of his hoodie, not only did my wounds make me pitiful, but being in his arms made me feel vulnerable.

He began to walked outside towards a tree where a tartan blanket was laid underneath, pillows, my satchel and a basket sat there waiting "the nurse said fresh air would be good, so I thought this would be relaxing" I felt confused. why is he concerned for my well being, we hardly no each other, he sat down on the blanket, leaning against the tree and sat my in his lap, with my back against his chest.

He leaned forward slowly and opened the basket, Emptying the contains in front of us, he then passed me my whiteboard and pen, "the doctor also checked your vocal cords, luckily their not damaged, they're in shock or something" I nodded hesitantly, "here, I made this" he gave me a container with bacon and egg sandwiches, I stared at them "hey what's wrong...are you hurting, cold. should we go elsewhere" I took the pen lid off and wrote ~why are you helping me, I'm not really worth your time, I can heal my wounds on my own. you don't have to stay with me~ he looked into my eyes, taking a deep breath "what do you feel when your near me" I tilted my head, he sighed and took my hand "when I touch you do you feel tingles" I nodded slowly, "that's because..." he was interrupted "yo horsy, how do you feel...cause you make me hot" a male voice catcalled, several rough looking males laughed as they jogged towards us, they smelt different, not like our alpha " what are you doing here pups" Blake growled out, his chest vibrated against my back, the boys stopped laughing.

The leader walked closer and grabbed my arm pulling me to stand up, I winced in pain holding my side as Blake stood up, growling ferociously "remove you filthy hand off of her" the male laughed, and pushed me toward his two friends who held my arms each. I cried out in pain as they pulled me roughly "hey baby, aren't you a sweet thang" he glided his hand down my back, making me recoil from them in disgust, blake growled even more, pouncing at them. They let me go, allowing him to pick me up in his arms, with his face in my neck "MINE" he growled out, I froze from his outburst "you three leave my territory immediately, or I'll remove you, in body bags" Alpha Dallas walked in front of us, watching the three men run away. He turned towards us sighing, Blake carried on growling watching the tree line with black eyes "Blake, your scaring her. she doesn't even know" alpha Dallas snapped him out of his trans, he slowly lowered me down but kept us chest to chest. His arms locked around my waist and he placed his chin on the top of my head. "Shit...i wanted this to go way smoother" Blake whispered.

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Oh my. What gonna happen, how is max connected to this....

Have we seen the weaker side to Bella yet..

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