⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ red lips ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ yoonseok + vkook

For You

But in conclusion Yoongi's kimchi was the best,there was no doubt Hoseok thought, as he chewed slowly.

The bleeding had stopped and after a million apologies and small pecks from Yoongi(which Hoseok didn't really return) and a hot shower (which consisted of Hoseok just laying in the bathtub naked and too numb to care about Yoongi seeing him like that) Hoseok was seated in the big kitchen,head patched up and a plate of kimchi in front of him.

He wanted to be stubborn for once and not eat it.Wanted to show Yoongi that he was not gonna forgive him so easily about almost killing him.For causing him pain and then acting like nothing happened.

But then...

Yoongi did look really repentant for what he did.Hoseok knew that he was trying to ease the fault he felt .And patching Hoseok up,giving him medicine to ease his pain,washing him up and cooking for him was Yoongi's way to make it up to the younger.

But Yoongi did a lot of shit that Hoseok couldn't act like it just didn't happen.So forgiving Yoongi wasn't on the younger's to do list at the moment.

After contemplating weather to eat it or not he decided to take just a little bite of the tasty kimchi that was laying in front of him.He hasn't eaten in two days after all.

But the fact that Yoongi was sitting in front of Hoseok,on the other side of the table,eyes glued to his face made the situation much more awkward for Hoseok.

He was supposed to ignore Yoongi for the rest of his life but it seemed like the universe had other plans for him.

Are you gonna keep starring at me like that?

Yoongi seemed to snap out of it,and cleared his throat a little before responding.

Yeah why,is there a problem?

No it's just...im eating and it feels weird.

Oh...

Yeah...

Yoongi's legs and arms were wide open on both sides of the chair and it gave Hoseok the chills.His so innocent "oh" seemed almost ironic.As he was feeling good making Hoseok feel uncomfortable.He was loving it.

The raven haired boy still couldn't understand how the hell Yoongi could go from being soft and happy to feeling cocky and merciless in 0,005 seconds.He heard Namjoon talking to Taehyung once about how Yoongi was bipolar but he wasn't really familiar with that term.

Hoseok's thoughts got interrupted by a pair of cold lips kissing his wound.He froze in the chair and felt the chopsticks sleep out of his hand,falling on the ground with a small noise.

Im doing this for you Hoseok...i - i know im fucked up but i swear im gonna start taking all my pills now so i won't lose control again.

But i need you to behave Hobi,i can't promise you anything if you don't start behaving... If you could just stop escaping from me,if you could just stop...

Yoongi almost broke down,and Hoseok almost fell for it...ALMOST.

The younger got up and started running towards "his" room as fast as he could.He couldn't forgive Yoongi.No.He didn't want to forgive Yoongi.One more apology and soft whisper and Hoseok would probably hug the elder and cry on his shoulder.And he couldn't let that happen.It would be to much of a risk.

From the beginning he decided to give Yoongi the cold shoulder and that was exactly what he was about to do.

———

Kook,im here Taehyung's loud,deep voice echoed through the small house.
Oh just great Jungkook thought letting out a sigh.Taehyung was really testing his patience.He had been visiting him everyday and he even slept with the younger yesterday(something Jungkook doesn't really like to talk about)

Why aren't you eating? Taehyung said sitting near Jungkook on the small couch.

I'm not hungry.

Taehyung was tired of this.Jungkook was getting thinner by the day and it annoyed him.

But you need to eat,Kookie-

Don't talk to me like that and stop telling me to eat every goddamn second you're not my mother okay?Just fucking stop it!

Jungkook felt hot tears escape from his eyes and he ran to his room as fast as his could.He didn't want Taehyung to see him like this.He would probably make fun of him and tell everyone how weak and a crybaby Jungkook was.

But the younger was fed up with everyone.Fed up with his mother who only seemed to get worse by the day,instead of being strong for Hoseok,fed up with officer Kim telling him that he was doing his best to find Hoseok but honestly wasn't even bothering to look for him,fed up with his friends who turned his back on him as soon as he wasn't the golden maknae anymore,fed up with Taehyung who cared about him so damn much...

But most of all he was fed up with the universe for doing this to Hoseok.He missed his hyung like crazy and it seemed like the only thing he could do these days was cry for his brother.Cry and then cry some more.

He even missed school today in order to put up posters with his brother's face on it and a big MISSING next to it.

What if i take you to your brother? he heard a deep voice comming from behind him.
Jungkook turned his head so fast from where the voice was comming,he was sure his neck cracked a little.

What?

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