Hello again and welcome to the next chapter of What the brain may think is not what the heart feels.
This chapter is short but it is a chapter and I'm sure/hope you like it.
This is going to betray the point of view of Adam and Amy's Side and when Emma leaves.
Adam and Amy Fiends and Family forever!
Amy's pov:
"Omg last night was fun...but I just wish I knew or remembered what had happened" I said as I held my head and looked at Adam.
He had on that adorable grin as usual, I never once saw him and not seen that smile on his face, you would've thought that he had super glued the side of his cheeks together.
I giggled at my inside joke; yes he's always smiling but he's also always happy...he brings a brightness to my world and he knows I love him and I know he loves me I just wonder from the whole 6 years we have been dating...you would think he'd ask the question ...right?...
I actually didn't care, marriage or not, ring or no ring, I am forever in love with Adam Johnson Brown...for the rest of my life.
As I look at Adam his Blond hair, blue eyed face was bright with laughter was brightly lit by the sunlight. He was the high school track star and he was the man at basketball and football. He had blond hair and baby blue eyes, he was buff and toned and he had a killer smile that was always on his face. he was a country boy also he worked on a farm and hung out with his buddy Robby. Who by the way was a complete and utter Ass. He used girls and then dumped them he had no respect toward them at all.
I on the other hand was a simple girl brown hair dark brown eyes cute petite and I stood about 5'1'' I wasn't short but yet I wasn't tall. I had a Julia Roberts smile. I wasn't one of the cheerleaders or one of the track stars or anything , but I did play one sport and its simple really; I play golf. I usually hung out with my best friend ever; Emma, but she moved away 4 weeks ago. I really miss her and so does Adam. Her and Adam are like brother and sister, Emma set me and him up and I will forever be devoted to owing her back.
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I texted Emma that morning hoping she'd get it or got her phone already; that her mother said she was going to give her. I wish she would hurry up and answer me,I have so much to tell her and I only have a few hours..
I put my phone down and grabbed a quick shower.
I came out and changed to get ready for school; Adam would be here any second to pick me up; as I was changing my phone went off and I thought it was Adam saying that he was here, so I ignored it and went down stairs and ate something really fast and locked the door, I turned around and his car wasn't there so I just sat on the porch and waited I decided to look at the message and see who it was from and to my disbelief I was on my mind.
Emma: "OMG I. Miss you omg txt me back I got all 12 messages and I just got the phone how are hings and how are you and Adam how is he doing and what new omg its so pretty here but its some getting used to I met this guy and he's sweet but he's not u or Adam I Miss both of u guys txt me asap have fun at school tho. Love you both hugs and kisses"<3<3XOXOXO
P.s. My room is huge and I have to start school here soon but today I'm hanging out at home been going through our pictures everyday and I miss you guys soooooooo much.
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Adam pov:
Well it has been a long day, Amy and i had school today its like the 4th week without Emma. God i miss her, she understood what i was going through everyday because she was pracitally going through the same exact thing.
I awoke silently trying not the bug my little sister. she may be only 7 but she is a very light sleeper.
My phone started to ring and my sister rolled over in her sleep groaning, i hushed her and she went back to sleep. i sighed and got my books for school, i got outside, turning around to make sure the door was lock, so no phone could get in like last time when i forgot to lock the door. I turned back and i don't remember a black Honda being in my driveway but it was.
Then it hit me that's Amy's new car. I just had an 'uh-duh' moment. I laughed at that and Amy just looked at me as if i was stupid..which i was of course...I'm in special Needs class, my mother told me it wasn't my fault but i have a tendency to bang my head on the ground when i have a seizure, she said that is what caused me to be in the classes that i am and why i am not allowed to drive or operate big machinery. I think life is sometimes just whatever you wanted to make it, sometime what you don't want to make it.
"good morning darling" i say as i lean in to kiss my girlfriend. God was i the luckiest person to have such a nice and caring girlfriend as Amy, sometimes i wonder if she dating me because she feels sorry for me...i try not to think about those things but from time to time when i have free time, i just have a tendency to let my mind wonder, its not always a bad thing.
"good morning Adam" she says with a cold glare.
i just thought for a moment and was like, what is wrong, what did i do, what could i have done...this is the first time in a week since i 've seen her, why is she mad at me?
I quickly replied to her greetings and looked out the window at the bare trees flying by as she drove with speed. Her focus was on the road and not at all what it usually looks like, it looked as if she was in pain... but the question was..pain from what?
I looked over across the seat, "why are you mad at me?" i asked, hoping she would answer me and instead of avoiding the question like she usually does.
"Adam hunny, i am not mad at you, i am simply focused on the road." she said as if a voice saying why bother asking if you already know why.
"No, No your not, you are mad...the thing is i have no idea what it is or who your mad at...please tell me...its 7th year in our relationship, you would think you wouldn't have to hide anything from me." i said with a reassuring tone.
"Look there has been a lot of things on my mind..and this things do not involved you..i would like to have this conversation some other time.." she said with a sigh as if she was aggravated.
i let the conversation slide into my 'things to keep in mind slot' and just stared out the window.
The leaves were falling and it was that time that the wind would freeze all the warmth you had in your body to icicles. i loved the season but this year it will be the first time without Emma to throw snowballs or knock out a few colds with some of her famous hot chocolate. just thinking about it got my mouth and body all warm again.. man her leaving was by far the worst thing to happen to me and to Amy.
The air in the car seemed to freeze, but the time in the car seemed to be protruding forward with no line of directions.
i saw a pair of headlight and quickly reminded myself that i wasn't alone and that Amy was talking to me. 'Damn my critical thinking what had she just said?'
i cleared my thought i never usually let my mind wonder but things have been really different around me and everyone.
" S'cuse me?" Amy said waving a snow white hand in front of my face. she was trying to get my attention so i gave it to her.
" I'm sorry.. what was it?" i asked trying to figure out how much trouble i am in..but by the look on her face i say very little.
" i said..what is going on in your mind...you seem lost in thought, are you alright?"
the word alright hit me like a ton of bricks. Alright, funny word when you come to think of it. Was i alright when my dad hit my mother ..No. Was i alright when my sister was taken from me and then i finally got her back...No.. Was it alright that my very best friend of 14 years moved away and left me and Amy behind.. No...honestly Alright is not the word i would have used. She should have asked if i was Sane.
"I'm Fine" i lied and looked out the window the school looming up. i sighed in relief. ' ahh school finally some things to get my mind off the my surroundings.'
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