Stirring in my sleep, I exhaled slowly and opened my eyes. Looking around in the darkness I threw the cover back and walked into the bathroom. After handling my business I washed my hands and looked at myself in the mirror. Brush your fucking teeth nigga I thought.
I looked over at the bed before tiptoeing to Kayden's bassinet and scooping him up. I carefully sat back in my previous spot on the bed and laid my head back on the headboard. Its crazy how having this little nigga made my world seem so much calmer. I would've never seen me with a son- hell a kid period at this point in my life. I would really fuck the world up if something would've happened to Kayden.
Laying him down between my legs, I looked at him sleeping. "You know what nigga you gotta get ya weight up and not ya hate up. You like 3 months and you're still mad little and boring. Daddy loves you but you a little boring like ya momma. You cooler than her though but still head asserish" I whispered to him while laughing
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"Nah whole time why the fuck do you look white" I continued. "I really wish I could put a lil silky on you. Them three-sixties would've been a fool"
He started moving in his sleep and once he threw his lip up I knew I was in trouble. I picked him up and started rocking left to right. "Okay, I'm sorry. Shush you gonna get daddy in trouble, Yo Kayden you're a snitch, wow it be your own kid" I said in the midst of him crying
"Let me see him," Kaylee said scaring the fuck out of me. I bent over and handed him to her and went to get a bottle out of the warmer.
I laid my head on her thigh and handed her the warm milk. She bent over and gave me a kiss before sticking the nipple in his mouth. His cries died down when he got what we wanted.
"This nigga spoiled," I said shaking my head.
"Don't talk about my baby" Kaylee said smiling. "How long you been up"
"Not long, probably like fifteen minutes," I said feeling around for my phone. Once I found it I brought up to view and put my fingerprint on the home screen. 5:30 am
"Why you up," I said yawning
"I been in and out of sleep for a while, I've just been thinking about everything. Like how is my niece gone, I don't even know how to help honestly. I don't know how to be there when she's like that. I'm scared shitless to even let Kayden out my sight" Kaylee said
"Yo, deadass same baby. That shit got my head spinning but you gotta calm down, imma do everything in my power to get her back. I wish he didn't keep this from me this long the fuck" I said
"Fuck" I exclaimed reading over Tory's message.
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