Hiiii. I missed u guys im so sorry i haven't wrote in a long while. I have no excuses to why.
But hey im here to give u the update on my life. Well when i last left u guys i was talking about being in love. That was true. But again to the wrong person.
I did love her more than i have loved. But what i realized is something i knew all along. Ok im gonna tell u a little story.
Please bare with me, i will try to some it up. I can get to the point as fast as possible. Here it is.
I met this amazing girl in my 7th grade year. We became friends soon after we met at our bus stop. I didnt really know how much she was gonna change my life.
It was great that we were friends. I wanted to be more. So my dumb ass decided to ask her out and she turned me down.
I couldnt have felt more stupid. But then she turned around and dated a girl. I was so hurt but she moved on and we weren't friends.
But we became friends again. This time we got super close. Soon we were going around saying we were vest friends.
But we had another fallout. So i decided my feelings need to move on. In 8th grade i met someone.
She made me realize how much i loved girls. I thought she was the one but i was wrong. I only fell so hard because she was the one who showed me who i am.
But then i met another girl. She didn't want to know me at first. But she felt she had to know me.
We got really close and i fell for her. Not in love of course. Even though that last one i wrote in part 2 was for her.
I am finally getting to the end. What i realized was.. that girl i met at the bus stop is the one. Shes definitely who i fell in love with.
But shes happy and in love with someone else. And me and the love of my life are best friends. That wont ever change.
I will always have to be in the friend zone. Even though her and her boy fight a lot i hope they make it. All i want is for her to be happy.
If im not the one who can do that i hope he is. They just need to stop the constant fights. I think they got it though.
Sorry that i didnt write anything and went ghost on u guys. I love u all. I hope u like this part.
It is hard for me to see her with him. But her happiness is worth the aching pain. I just hope i can move on. Since clearly all these years, i haven't yet done that.
But its almost 5 am for me. So goodnight peeps. Thanx for reading.
