life of a half breed *boyxboy*

Chapter 1

I see a lovely looking boy, his blond hair falling in waves around his face as he reaches down to me. He seems to be glowing, his arm lighting up the small cage I call home. I can feel the love and happiness coming off him. Not malicious.. not getting joy from my pain like the happiness I've felt from others for so long, but like he's happy to see me like he wants to help. His eyes are blue like the sky, and just like the sky, they seem to go on forever. Like maybe you could find stars in them the kind that shins brightest and can truly grant wishes. I reach out to grab his hand.

"Wake up slut." Someone says before I can, I open my eyes to see my cage, the door being opened by one of my masters. "Its the 30th." I sit up my tail starting to wag. 'Food, I get food!'  I purr happily, He sets down a plate of scaps but I don't care it's still food. I eat everything that's still good, one of the nice ones gave me a whole pease of garlic bread. 'Gods I love him.' I finish everything quickly and look up.

The guys smiling at me, "You finished?" he asks and I nod slowly.  he yanks me over to him, I slowly start to unbuckle his pants, all I can think about is the boy from my dream. I pull his pants down getting to work. The ora of such love and warmth that came off of him. I've never felt anything like it. It felt like he really cared about me. I purr and the guy grabs my hair making me go harder. I wince at the pain but adjust and keep going letting my mind wander back to that boy. I wonder what he would look like naked. Maybe I'll get to see in my next dream maybe ill be able to touch him at least.

Maybe he'll take me away to a house far from here, and ill get a big fancy room like the masters have, with a soft bed and no bars on the windows and.. him.. but that would never happen not to me. im brought back to reality when a familiar taste hits my tongue, I swallow and look up at him "good boy." He smiles pulling out a knife and making a cut into my shoulder. I whimper and tense up but try not to move.

He smiles and walks out leaving me bleeding and in the relative dark. I run to my window and look out. It smells like rain, the grass covered in dew. A few birds hopping around. But no boy... 'of course there isn't, it was just a dream.' I stand looking out the window for much too long, my legs going numb and my arms and chin hurt.

But if I stop I might miss something amazing. So I stand there watching the birds picking up worms or sticks and fly off. I wish I could be like that. Carefree, free in general.. able to fly away, but instead im stuck in here. I sigh and sit, maybe then I could find that boy. But... he would never come looking for someone like me... and even if he found me whos to say what would happen to him. He might be killed or taken... but at least if he was taken maybe I could see him every now and then... but... I would much rather never see him then have him go through that.

I would never wish this on anyone. Death is better than this. I get back up and look out the window more. Some squirrels run around bearing nuts. I smile and watch until I hear my door open. I turn and look to see the harvester walk in... but they just grew back...

"open." He orders and I slowly open my wings they have these lovely green scales.. they are the only part of me that's pretty. He comes over and gets to work cutting in between the bones. I cry out in pain and he hits my shoulder with the blade. "Shut up. You worthless piece of shit." He growls and goes back to cutting. I bite my tongue trying to be as quiet as possible.

He finishes and walks back upstairs. I tuck whats left of my wings close and hide under my blanket. The next day im grabbed and chained outside. I smile and sit down. It's freezing around 40°, but I'm outside. I look around the forest.

I haven't been out here since last spring. A few new trees have sprouted up. It's quite pretty. The prettiest thing I've ever seen till I saw him.. I had the same dream of him reaching down to me. I wish they didn't wake me before I see where he would take me. I stay out for a few days before im taken back in.

My cage has been deep cleaned and I have a new bed. Guess one of them didn't want their mattress anymore. I go and lay on it it's so soft. "I bet your cold aren't you?" The guy asks I nod still shivering from the cold that was outside. He smiles and crawls on top of me taking his clothes off. I cuddle against him as hes getting ready soaking up the warmth. After a while, he pushes into me. I moan and lean into his shoulder. As my wings thaw they begin to hurt like hell taking my mind off of the other pain.

I whimper pain coursing through my whole body. He finishes and drops me leaving me dripping blood and cum. I curl up and try to go to sleep hoping to dream of that boy again.