Like a ghost in the snow, and a shadow in the dark,
I walk by, not knowing the answer for you.
It's 5am and I can't stop crying, I can't stop trying and I just hope you can see me here.
I want to hold you close, but I don't wanna see you.
I hate it but I love the pain you give me.
I guess I'm just lost in the way no one should be.
I am broken and defeated, kneeling before your love
I hate you, but I love you and I can't seem to feel okay.
I am just numb.
