single Mama (Single Not Single)

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tiny and  seraiyah in mm**

"baby, wake up" I rubbed my eyes, it was 10 in the morning
"what?"
l"your modeling place called you" I jumped up, I'm supposed to be over there at 11, it takes me a while to get ready
I washed my face and brushed my teeth
"good morning" I finally kissed Jay
"You model while on your cycle?"
"no, I'm not on mine, that's why I went to the doctor, mine is irregular so it comes on where it wants to"
"oh. okay, I got something for you though"
"what is it?"
"you'll get it when you come back"
"okay"
I got in the shower and got dressed in spandex shorts and a matching sports bra and jacket, today were supposed to be exercising
I tied my hair in a tight ponytail then made my way downstairs
"good morning mommy"
"morning babies" I kissed all of my munchkins before Jay
"where you go mommy?"
"I'm going to work out"
I had a fruit bowl ready for me to eat so that was breakfast
"I gotta go but I'll see you guys later okay, mommy loves you, bye baby"
"bye mommy"
"bye bae"
I hope they don't complain about my weight any more
"good morning, what are we doing today?" I asked my only friend mia
"ion know bitch but I hope you skipped breakfast because it's weigh in day"
"I did eat, I ate fruits"
"just squeeze your butt in, maybe it'll help, I mean all the weight is in your butt"
"I can't, it's too big" I sighed
*ding*

*****: your bitch ass boyfriend ain't bout shit, he act like he tough but he can't fight without a weapon,  he a whole bitch, you need to be with a real ass nigga
*****: one who fights with their fists
*****: don't be ignoring me, I'm helping you
*****: ok then just tell him to pull up without the gun

I screenshotted it, i was gonna send it to Jay but I didn't want him to do anything crazy especially with my kids in his hands
"Taylor,  number 8"
I stepped up on the scale
"130, next." he looked at me in disgust I hate that look
I am so tired of this shit dawg I can't loose any more weight. I'm tired of it, I'm gone fuck that shit
I walked out and got into my car, I'm going home to my babies
Jay FaceTime me, i picked up and put the phone down
"what's up baby?'
"somebody texting your phone?"
"yeah bu-"
"why you ain't tell me, this nigga really trying my face dawg I can't just sit on my ass I need to fuck him up now"
"babe, calm down, you could get arrested or something "
"fuck that Taylor, I could pay my bond,  he talking too much shit na" he so sexy when he's mad
"alright baby, I'm coming home now"
"he told me to pull up I'm pulling up"
"where the fuck are my kids?" I damn near yelled
"right here"
"nooo jayvion. what the fuck. you cannot do that, what if something happens to them?"
"I was gonna bring them to my moms"
"give me my kids jayvion, you wanna be stupid, be on your own. I love you but I can't stop you"
"wya?"
"meet me at the midas gas station"
"okay"
as soon as he pulled in I got out and went to the back seat
"hey mommy's babies" I unstrapped the twins first then put them in my car with tiny
"bae don't be mad at me"
"you're acting like a child bae, if you pull up and they jump you or worse, then what?"
"I can't let him disrespect me"
"I understand that but you have to think about these things, how Imma raise these kids by myself if he kill you?"
"don't think like that, I won't go if you don't want me to"
"please don't, just come home we could have a family day"
"alright"
at least now he's calm,
"come ride with me jaiden, let's give fa ddy some time to calm down"
"okay"
"meet you at the house" Jay kissed me then got back in his car, I got in my car and turned the air on
"You guys okay?"
"yes"
"mommy, daddy scare me when he's mad"
"well, he's not mad any more, I promise"
"okay"

(jaiden calls Jay dad, tiny calls him daddy. don't be confused when I don't put the names)

I really feel like being in the pool today, especially cause I want to show off my new bathing suit
"You guys want to go in the pool today?" I ask pulling into the drive way
"yes!"
"yeah!"
"okay then go get ready"
I took the twins out of the car
"why you guys so quiet?" I kissed them, at least I got them to giggle
"mammmmmaaaa"
"dadadadada"
"saige say mama"
"dadadadada "
"maamaa"
"dadada"
"fine then you can be with your dad then" I bit his cheek while walking in the house
"mommy look I'm done" tiny came down in her cute pink two piece
"You look cute" I cooe'd over her, she is too cute
I let her and jaiden sit on the couch while I took care of seraiyah and saige, Jay was in the car smoking
"mama" my babies are growing teeth
"You guys are getting so big" I really don't want my babies to grow, and to think I have another on the way, time flies.
after I took them out I noticed they were sleepy, so I'll just feed them and put them to sleep
I put them in their pajamas and let them fall asleep after drinking bottles
I turned on the baby monitor
"bae- oh" he walked out
I changed and met them in the pool