single Mama (Single Not Single)

25

------a month later--------

It's been a very stressful month, the babies didn't know their days from night but thank God they do now. Today I'm supposed to be going to church with my mom, Jay isn't going but he's gonna help get them ready
"Bae, get seraiyah please " I called out, I put on saige little outfit and made his bag, this will be their first time being outside
"She's dressed go get ready I'll watch them"
"Thank you"
I got in the shower
"Mama, this dress?"
"Yeah and the white heels"
I'm wearing a white dress that stopped above the knee and some flats, I'm not dressing to impress especially since I hate going to church

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"Hey momma"
"Hey come and sit by me"
I carried two car seats and tiny trailed behind me
"Mama can I get your phone?"
I passed her my phone then put hand sanitizer on and picked up my cry baby seraiyah
"Shhh" I popped the binkey in her mouth
"Praise the lord!" The pastor preached loud asl
"Mama I have to pee"
"I'll take her " my mom got her hand and walked in the back somewhere
People stared at me and some whispered, this is why I don't like this shit
I strapped my baby back up then walked to where my mom. And tiny were
"Momma I'm leaving"
"Why?"
"I don't like it, Imma call you latdr"
"Okay, be safe"
"Mama" tiny whispered looking at someone, I took a closer look to see Chris walking toward us
"Lets go"
I picked up the car seats and we quickly walked to the car
"Get in fast"
The two car seats go on either side and tiny sits in her booster seat in the middle. I strapped them in quickly and got in, by the time I started the car, Chris was standing at the door
"Are they mine?" He mouthed, I shook my head no with a look of disgust then drove off
"Mama who is that? He's everywhere we go"
"He's a very bad man, he's a stranger"
"Oh"
*ring*

"Hey baby"
"Hey bae, y'all having fun?"
"No, we're on the way home, I hate people looking at me and judging me so I left"
"Aw babe, you shouldn't worry what anybody says about you"
"I don't worry I just won't be somewhere I'm not welcome"
"Oh okay just come home and we could just go to torys house or diamonds so we can chill"
"Okay, can you pull out sometging for the babies and tiny?"
"Sure"
"Alright bye"
"Bet"
"Don't fucking play with me jayvion, I'm not your homeboy"
"I'm just playing baby"
"Better be"
We were home within five minutes
I changed the twins into matching footies and tiny into a little jumped, I changed into some shorts and a shirt
"Babe your phone is ringing" I left my phone in the kitchen
"Answer it" i yelled back, the twins were both laying on the bed babbling
I tied my hair into a messy bun then sat criss cross on the bed
"Seraiyah, hey mamas"
"Really taylor?"
"What?"
"Doctor called, you got tested for std's so what does that mean? Did you cheat on me?"
"No baby, why would you think that? Of course not"
"Then why did you get tested, I can't believe you. Everything we been through"
"I didn't cheat I swear"
He just shook his head and walked out, I ran after him
"Where are you going, I told you I didn't cheat"
"So what, you don't trust me? Is that it?"
"No, that's not it"
"So who you been fucking?"
"No body, only yoh"
"Exactly, so you don't trust me, it's fine"
"Babe wait"
"Don't fucking call me babe it's over"
"What, no it's not, w-what noo"
"Goodbye taylor"
"You can't do that, we're supposed to be forever, I love you jay"
He just walked out, I gotta tell him or else I'm gonna lose him
"Pick up" I said to myself calling jays phone which went to voicemail each time
"Fuck!" I threw my phone and I know it cracked
"Waaaaaaaa"
I cant!!!
"Shhh, seraiyah please"
"Mama what's wrong?"
I ignored her, right now I need to think
"Go get my phone tiny" she ran and got it then brought it to me
I called Jay one more time, he still didn't pick up I'll just text him
"Trinity go pack your bag"
"Okay"
I packed some things that I know the twins were gonna need then threw them in the trunk
"I'm done" I put her bag in the trunk then I strapped the twins and tiny into the car. I locked the house up then got in the car

Everything🌎❤: I'm sorry I didn't tell you before, but the night I went out with Chris he raped me. I got tested and for some reason it took them this long to give results. I didn't cheat and I do trust you but this incident really showed me that we do need a break, I love you

I threw my phone in the grass then sped off, maybe I should just go to Tory, I'm not going to no hotel so I may as well
When we got there Tory was already outside
"Hey Tory "
"Hey sis, you okay?"
"We just broke up but I'm fine"
"I'll get the kids, you should go rest"
"Thank you so much"
I went straight to sleep

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I had such a great nap, I woke up thinking it's the next day. I got cleaned up and changed into a fitted footie that I found a while ago. I brushed my hair into a neater messy bun
I looked in the mirror, my face was red but my bags were nearly gone so I'm happy
I walk downstairs to see my brother holding both babies
"Taylor idk how you do this but take these babies" I took them both and sat on the couch
"You was home alone?" I asked since Blondie wasn't here interrupting
"Yeah"
"Oh"
"Waaaaaaaaa"
"They're hungry, I'm gonna go feed them brb"
"Ok"
I went up to my room and used regular pillows to position them so that I could breastfeed them
""You guys are so cute" I smiled to myself, I'm still teary eyed since Jay left, I really miss him
"Mama. Daddy is here for you"
"Tell him to come in" I said after the twins finished drinking
"Okay"
I started to burp seraiyah since she takes longer than saige
Once she burped I switched babies
"Taylor"
"Hey"
"Look, I'm sorry I jumped to conclusions "
"Its fine, I should have told you about Chris, I was just so scared, I don't want you to go to jail"
"Stop saying it's fine, it's not fine, I made you cry, I am so sorry"
"I forgive you" I put saige down and reached out to hug him, I could tell he had been crying, and it's not a bitch move. Only real men cry
"

"I love you" he kissed me
"I love you too baby, but you have to promise to believe me I would never ever lie to you "
"I promise"
"And you owe me a new phone"
"Fine, I'll get you a new phone"
I laughed and we kissed again
Jay took off his shoes and picked up seraiyah
"Go wash your hands boy" I popped him
"Ow okay jeez"
He put her down and went to wash his hands
"Waaaaaaaaaaaaa" seraiyah better not be a cry baby when she get tinysage or she getting popped
"Don't cry daddy's coming" Jay dried his hands then picked her back up
"Mama I'm hungry"
"I'll make something"
"Daddy can I hold her? I'm not sick anymore"
"Go wash your hands"
I gave saige to him and went to cook something
"Tory why you don't got no food in this house?"
"Shit, there's chicken wings in the freezer"
"You got fries?"
"Let me check the other freezer"
I took out the wings and a frying pan, these were already cleaned and seasoned so all I had to do was cry them and put sauce on it
"Mama can we go to the park tomorrow?"
"Sure, would you eat chicken and fries?"
"Yes"
"Okay"

Boring chapter I know, drama is coming soon just be patient and vote vote vote❤❤ kyanna also kiss my ass🖕
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