-Avery is 36-
-Sammy is 37-
-Dallas is 14-
-Carson is 10-
"How much longer does she have?" Dallas asked the doctor crying holding Carson's hand.
"About 12 hours" the doctors told her before waking out the room.
Let me catch you up about 2 years ago I was diagnosed with brain cancer and was only given 2 years to live. Well now those two years are up and I'm in the hospital bed surrounded by my family, kids, husband, and friends waiting for my last 12 hours to come to an end.
"Dallas come here" she let go of Carson's hand and walked over to me. I patted the bed and she set down.
"Dallas listen to me okay? Your old enough to understand what's happening but Carson isn't so I need you to help your father watch after and take care of her. But mainly take care of yourself. Promise you will do that Dallas, Promise me." I told her pushing hair behind her ear.
"I promise mom. I promise" she cried hugging me.
"Thank you" I told her before letting go of her hand.
"Carson" she walked over and set down where Dallas was just sitting.
"Im not going to be around anymore okay? I need you to be good to your dad and sister. I need you to take care of your self okay princess?" I held her hand.
"Okay mom" I kissed my head before she walked off.
I talked to everyone except Sammy.
"Come here" I called him over and he laid in the bed with me. I laid my head on his chest as he wrapped his arms around my waist.
"I love you so much and I don't want to leave you, the girls, or anybody else" I cried.
"Avery, baby, it's your time okay? There's nothing we can do about it. No matter how much I want to change it, to be able to hold you in my arms forever and for you to sing to Carson when she's scared or cheer on Dallas at softball. You can't babygirl you need to find peace after everything you have been through and over come. I'll see you one day babygirl, I promise you that" he told me kissing my head. I leaned up and kissed his lips for two minutes before laying my head back on his chest.
"I love you Avery Lillian Wilkinson" He told me holding me tightly.
"I love you so much more than you will ever understand Samuel Howard Wilkinson. Never forget that okay?" I whispered to him, my eyes feeling heavy.
"I couldn't even if I tried Avs" he told me before my eyes finally closed all I could see was a bright light and me walking towards it.
R.I.P
Avery Lillian Wilkinson
June 19, 2002-October 3, 2038
Beloved Friend, Daughter, Sister, Mother, and Wife.
"In peace may you leave the shore, in love may you find the next. Save passage on your travels to your final journey"
