I n S a N i T y

chapter two

I slowly opened my eyes and only saw darkness. I felt around and I seem to be on top of something soft. Wher,e am I? I thought. Just then, the lights came on and I was shocked by what I saw. Blood everywhere it was covered all over the wall, floor and my hands. There was blood all over me. "......" I was so horrified I couldn't speak.

Just then, I heard a soft creepy laugh.

"W-who's there?" I question trying to be brave. There was no answer.

It was very quiet and I was afraid to move. The rotting stench of guts and flesh filled up in my nose. I covered my nose and mouth with my bloody hands.

"stop..." I whispered to myself. warm tears streamed down my face.

I heard more laughing this time it got louder and deeper every second. I can't take it anymore.

I got up, closed my eyes and screamed saying "shut the fuck up!" the laughing stopped. It was very quiet, but the silence was broken. "calm down sweetie I thought you were already used to blood" said small static voice. "I'm not, show yourself now!" I asked nervously. The small voice hissed "fine, but you won't like it."

A girl appeared in the middle of the room she looks almost exactly like me except she was very pale and had jet black eyes. She looked at me and smiled a creepy long smile.

"hello Roxie," said the girl. I got real creeped out that she knew my name and looked like me. "How do you know my name and why do you look like me?" I asked. The girl laughed and it was really deep and loud she looked right at me with wide eyes and a long creepy smile. "because I'm your insanity."

 everything went dark.

I woke up puking  all over the bed then I just realized that I'm in another room.

My eyes widen and tears were streaming down my face. "Please, no more no more!" I screamed. "Roxie, please snap out of it please!" said a familiar person who was shaking me. Wait this isn't a psycho dream I thought. "Kira is that you?" I asked. "yeah it's me" Kira answered. "wait where are we and how did we get here?" I questioned. "I think You had a heart attack and passed out in school so we took you to the old hospital."

The old hospital wasn't just an old hospital in 1956 it used to be an asylum where they keep people who where mental or insane. It shut down from several gruesome murders, everyone was killed workers, visitors, and people who were mentally ill. they couldn't find out who did it.

Silence filled the room. "tell me the truth Roxie did you kill someone at our school?" she asked. I looked at her and looked down tearing up.

My best friends hand meet my face. "god damn you Roxie why the hell did you killed him?" she screamed at me. "I couldn't help it" I whispered. Another hand landed on my face. "That's no reason to kill people because you couldn't help it!' she yelled at me. I got out of bed and walked towards the door. "Tell me when you calm down then ill talk to you," I said then I left.

I walked downstairs and went towards the door, It was dark and clear out. I've must have been out all day I thought. I took a deep breath and walked out the hospital. "I..I need to get rid of this..." I whispered. tears streamed down my face. I should kill myself it would save so many lives...... I thought.The wind started to stir a bit, but I didn't seem to notice what I just got myself into.

I fell down to my knees as I felt an aching sensation run through my body and to my head; it was excruciating. It was a pain like I had never experienced before. At the moment, I wanted to just grab my head and scream "help", but I couldn't the only thing that came out of my mouth was silence, its was like I lost my voice. I got up, but it wasn't me getting up its was like I was being controlled. Every move I made was painful, so painful that I tried to scream, but my mouth wouldn't even open.

What the hell is happening to me? I thought. After a few minutes of suffering my mouth opened an eerie small voice spoke. "Don't you ever think about killing yourself!" I hissed. more pain ran right through my system. w-who are you... I thought. I started to giggle and it soon turned into an insane laugh. "Are you fucking kidding? you really don't remember my voice Roxie!?" I said in an insane sarcastic voice. 

I realized that voice belongs to. No..... y-your that girl who was in my dream.... 

"That's right sweetie, I'm the girl who's in your head!" I said in an insane voice. "And I'm going to see you when you sleep tonight as yours punish-" A sound was heard in the distance. A long smile grew across my face, "hehe... never mind about seeing you tonight ill do that later this is your punishment," 

The sound got closer, there was a figure walking towards me. whoever it was, was close enough for me to see. It was an officer patrolling the area. "mama are you alright?" the officer shouted taking another few steps closer. stay away from me!  I tried to warn him but, I could only think what i was trying to say. moving was hopeless, the only thing I could do was think or watch as the officer got closer.

The officer leaned down and he asked me questions like; are you okay? do you need a lift? or it's going to be okay. He put his hand on my shoulder, that's when I was triggered. I felt weird, like I wanted to kill and I kinda like the feeling of it. "it's dangerous out here at nigh-" I jumped onto him and put my hand over his mouth and the other hand I sunk my nails into his eye. He squirmed and his muffled screams of pain sounded amazing. I dug in deeper trying to find the optic nerve. I finally found it and pulled the eye out of its socket.

The officer pushed me off, his eyeball was hanging on the optic nerve dangling back and forth. He pulled out his gun quickly, but he dropped it from his trembling. I laugh insanely as I ran right at him and pushed him he lost his balance and fell flat on his back. the crunch of his breaking spine made him scream in pain. Someone lights turned on, "shit.." I whispered. I covered his mouth and dragged him into a dark area.

A person walked outside of her house and look around. after a few minutes of looking around, she went back inside. I looked right back at my victims horrid face. "don't worry no one can find you now" I said softly as I took my hand and brushed it against his bloody face. When my hand was close to his hanging eye I grabbed it and pulled it right off of its optic nerve. I grinned as he screamed, "with all of that screaming you must really want your eye back?"  The officer didn't even respond. "well you're getting it back anyway!" I grabbed his hair pulling his head upwards and forced his mouth open. 

I shoved the eye down his throat, he started choking. the horror in his eyes soon turned into anger. the officer punched me right in the eye, knocking me backwards. I touched my eye, it was bleeding. "you bitch," I hissed. I grabbed a good sized rock and slipped into the shadows. I was surprised the officer was standing his ground he picked up a rock and threw it somewhere. Soon I reappeared right behind him hitting the rock on his head. He fell over and I started to smash his face over and over with the rock.

Blood splattered all over the place, his skull cracked open and small chunks of flesh went flying. he stopped moving after a few big blows. his face was gone, the skull was caved in and blood dripped. I dropped the rock and giggled.

"no one is surviving when I'm insane "