You again.

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i sat in my room with the tears already brimming from my eyes, as soon as carter told me cam was coming i shot up to my room as fast as i could to stop the tears from rolling down my face infront of him.

'Lili let me in please' i hear Hannah say from outside my door

i walked up to the door and twisted the lock, and walked back to the edge of my bed.

'what just happened out there?' hannah questions.

i hadnt told hannah about the whole summer i spent with cam last year, and the reason for that is because i felt embarassed of how it happened.

'lili?' hannah took me out of my thoughts

'its hard to explain hannah..' i say

"Can you like sum it up a bit?" She asks

I take a deep breath. "Well it started when we were playing spin the bottle last summer and we were all a bit drunk, you and Nash had just kissed and we had spun the bottle again and that's when it landed on cameron and I, so obviously we kissed, and after that he just kept staring at me, it made me so confused but I just smiled, but then every time I looked up I caught eyes with him and I was so confused the whole night".

She nodded motioning me to continue

"So later that night when it was time to go to bed you were still out by the pool talking to Nash and I went upstairs to get changed, there was a knock at the door, I thought it was just you and said come in, but then I turned round and cameron was standing with a smirk on his face"

I took a breath

"So I asked him what was up and he just came up and kissed me again, and that's where it pretty much started. He told me that he liked me more than a friend I thought it was different at first because of how long we have all been friends and stuff but then as the next week went by I started to feel better about it."

"So then we kept it a secret from everyone, because we thought they would find it weird, and then we went out for dinner and he told me he loved me.."

Hannah was looking at me in shock, I didn't know if I should keep talking, but I did.

"I thought about it and realised I actually loved him too, so one night on our last week when we were having a barbecue in the garden with the boys and and he got a call and when he saw who it was he ran, can you remember?"

She nodded

"Well about 1 hour later I walked up and walked into his room to see if he was okay, and there was a girl with him and they were.."

I couldn't contain the tears that began running down my face.

"They were what lili?" Hannah asked concerned now.

"They were having sex" I cried.

A/N I didn't proof read this, but it was kind of a filler because I want the next chapter to be long so yeah:)