You again.

dont touch me.

i had told Hannah the rest of the story and she was just hugging me for a while, after it, i was really dreading seeing cameron and i didnt know what i was going to say to him or if i will even talk to him, 

after i had caught Cameron and the girl having sex i ran away and locked myself in my bathroom until he had left then i tried to clean myself up and act normal around everyone in the house, and no one suspected a thing.

Cameron had tried calling me, texting me and leaving voice mails but i never replied to any, as soon as i got the texts through i deleted them without even reading them, after about a month he stopped trying.

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"Lili are you coming down for dinner" Hannah called

"yeah ill be right there" i replied 

i took and hour nap when i had finished crying to Hannah, and decided to go for a wash to clean my tear stained face about 10 minutes later i was walking out my room and heading downstairs for dinner.

I walked into the living room and there was pizzas everywhere, my favourite thing.

i sat down next  to carter and he turned to me

"are you okay?" he asked.

"Yeah fine, just having one of those days ha ha" i tried to smile

he smiled back and we all dug into our pizzas.

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About 45 minutes later everyone was full and lying about the living room i looked over to see Hannah and Nash cuddling on the couch which made me smile.

we were watching a movie but i wasn't really paying attention to it, i was too busy staring into space thinking about what was going to happen when Cameron arrived thinking of Cameron where was he?

"where is Cameron?" i asked Carter

"uhh, he was supposed to be here an hour ago but he still isn't here" he replied.

"oh" was all i managed to say

"do you want me to call him and ask where he is?" he asked

"NO" i replied a bit too quickly and loudly as everyone in the room turned

i looked down embarrassed.

About 10 minutes had passed, and i got up to get a drink from the kitchen, as i was pouring the drink a loud thud sounded from the door i looked over to everyone in the living room to notice that no one heard anything, so i decided to go over to the front door to investigate.

As i walked over to the door i opened it and nearly passed out to what was behind it, or should i saw who was behind it.

"Cameron." i whispered in shock

he looked up from his suitcase that had fallen on the floor, and stepped back as he looked at me

"w...what...what are you doing here?" he questioned 

"did carter not tell you?, I'm here with Hannah for the weekend"

"i didn't even know" he answered

"oh okay, well are you going to come in or just stand outside all night?" i sighed

"oh yeah um"

why was he acting so nervous?, he picked up his suitcase and walked inside i turned to walk back to the living room. Cameron followed.

"look who's here" i announced 

i looked around to see every ones reaction. Hannah had her mouth wide open in shock and Carter was looking at me sympatheically Carter knew something was going on but i had never told him and he had never asked.

i walked out to get my drink feeling like i was going to burst out crying i sat at the bar stool and put my head in my hands.

"everything okay?" a familiar voice questioned i knew it was Cameron but couldn't bring myself to look up at him.

"yeah every things fine" i choked

he knew i was crying and i felt him walk over to me, he was right beside me, but i still never looked at him.

Then i felt his hand snake behind my back and around my waist. 

I quickly stood up and stumbled away from him

"you don't have the right to touch me Cameron." i whimpered 

"i..i d...i didn't mean to hurt you what i done in the past just hear me out Lili." he begged

i couldn't do it i ran out of the kitchen and ran up the stair i was shaking, how could i ever forgive him with what he done in the past?

i walked into my room and slammed the door then locked it. i could hear Cameron on the other side of the door chapping it "Lili please let me in" was what i kept hearing before i drifted off to sleep, trying my hardest to ignore him.