You can't go back and change the beginning, but you can start where you are to change the ending.
It didn't turned out as what I've been imagine on those dreams, aish hana you just make decision too fast, believe in dramas too much and the ending, you ruin your own life.
I woke up at sound of my mom's nagging outside told me to get up. why soo early when you can enjoy the weekend laying on the bed while thinking how pathetic my life can be?
Anyway, i showered and change into something comfy. I soullessly make my way downstairs to have breakfast eventhough my appetite already went away. Dude mom's nagging is the worst thing had been through in my ears, so i'll just follow as she told and will get my ass sit at the dining area.
The smell of strawberry pancakes floading through the air, as it calling my appetite to come again but sadly, it won't. I still can't accept what happen to me just now.
Marry. With. Jimin. Is. Suck.
I pour a milk into the glass and sip it, i play with the pancakes on the plate, didnt even get into my mouth, not in the mood for eating at all.
Mom noticed it, she slap my hand and gave me this scary mommy's glare, "eat. Don't play with your food" she said while finishing the last pieces of the pancake in her plate. Seems like i got no choice~
We all done having breakfast, dad stare at me and sigh, "hana what's wrong? I thought you agree with this marriage, what now?" It's my turn to sigh.
"Yes AT FIRST i agree because I watched a few dramas and all those love after marriege is sweet, i already imagine spending my time with my husband, going to hawaii together, but dad you know what?! Those imagine had been ruined just at the time when i heard mr. Park announce that PARK FREAKING JIMIN IS MY HUSBAND THE HELL NO DAD! He will bring darkness to my future, and he already did at the past, he's the one that i told you guys! A boy that bullied me all freaking time! Aish! Im soo stupid to believe in those drama" everything in my head had been say it out loud, i feel kinda bit relieved.
Dad look at me with a sad eyes "im soo sorry hana, but you know right, decision already been made, he already announced it. No turning back.." he said, ugh i hate seeing dad like this. He look soo hurt and i can't even stand to see it. It make my heart shades into pieces, "it's okay dad.. I won't let you down, this marriege will.... proceed" with the final decision, i look at my dad for a few second and went upstairs
I slam the door shut and throw myself on the bed, i buried my face with pillows.
I fucked up.
The only thing to get rid of this uneasiness feeling inside my chest is to drink.
No I can't it's too early, not the perfect timing.
Beeepp
I felt a vibration under me, i check on it and a notification popped up.
From: ugly jimin
Im at your house. Come out now, don't waste my time.
What the fuck is this guy doing here? Who told him to come?
To: ugly jimin
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Mr. No Manners (P.J.M ff) 18+
FanfictionLee Hana-me My dad made me marry a guy that i.. ugh wait. Actually i know this jerk. My childhood bully. Always got into my nerves and still until we grew older, he's still the same, oh and add on, a playboy. This story contains swears and curse s...