I Should Have Trusted You

Chapter 6

Sansa

Sansa had watched Jon and Arya closely over the last few weeks. Sansa had always known they had been close since they were little but now something had changed, Sansa could see that as plain as day, Arya felt disguised about how she felt about Jon, they were brother and sister. Arya tried so hard to hide it but sadly Sansa was watching them so closely she saw it. Sansa knew you couldn't chose who you loved and it made Sansa sad to know that their pride or their honour would never allow it. They were Starks and they had been raised differently than the Lannister's. While Arya tried to avoid Jon, Jon was angry at his feelings, he had this anger Sansa never knew about when they were younger. Sansa feels like it has something to do about his death and coming back. He used his anger and reflected it onto Arya. Arya didn't deserve it, they couldn't stop how they were feeling. He was also so angry at Arya for not telling him about what happened to her. But when Arya did tell Sansa about some of her travels Sansa understood. How Arya had started to lose herself after seeing the red wedding. How Arya didn't have anything to live for but revenge, yes there was Jon or Sansa, but Sansa was stuck in Kings landing and Jon was so far away. How do you tell the person whom you love the most, you forgot what it felt like to love or to have love and to only live on hate, that love wasn't enough?

Then Mercy turned up and Arya started acting stranger. Sansa had to watch as she saw her sister's secrets catch up to her. Sansa had to sit there as they were ripping Arya up, and Jon he wasn't making it better, only worse. He was started to trust Mercy more then Arya, started spending more time with her and Sansa could see it was just draining the life out of her sister. She was getting bags under her eyes and had a haunted look in her now dull grey eyes, no more fire. Arya didn't stop trying to get Mercy out of Winterfell, but the more Arya tried the more Jon gravitated to her. Sansa wanted to kick Jon, how could he be doing this to Arya. Arya was getting closer to Sansa and Sansa would castrate Jon if he drove his sister away from Winterfell. She had just got her sister back and she would do anything to keep her sister, but Sansa couldn't help how they felt for each other.

At the feast Arya left so sudden Sansa knew something was up and decided she would give her a few minutes before going and seeing her. Sansa knocked but entered knowing if it was up to Arya she would never come in. Sansa saw Arya only the floor and rushed to her. Sansa was so scared, she was feeling very hot. When Sansa heard Arya had been poisoned she froze, it was the poison that killed Jon Arryn. Sansa knew how important it was to find the antidote so Sansa followed Arya's instructions and opened her draw, Sansa gasp when she saw all Arya's poisons, and didn't know which one was the right one. When Sansa looked back around Arya had closed her eyes and fear flooded her. Sansa tried to wake her sister but ran out when Arya wouldn't stir. She banged the Maester's door open and alarmed the Maester. She quickly told him what had happened and he rushed off but came back empty handed and asked if he could see her stock. He found the right one and gave Arya the right one. But he shook his head and told Sansa, some of the poisons were so rare only the very, very best assassins could get their hands on them. Sansa looked at the Maester, what was Arya doing with all these poisons, and where did she get them. Braavos maybe, that was the only time Arya hadn't told her what happened. Said she wasn't ready, just skipped over it. Sansa thanked the Maester and sat down next to Arya's bed. Sansa held Arya's hand which felt very clammy. Jon could wait, Sansa wanted to make sure her sister was alright.

Sansa must have fallen asleep because she jumped up from the chair she had been sitting in to see Jon had burst in guns in blazing and Sansa was a little taken aback, no one knew about Arya, but the Maester but he wouldn't have told anyone, so the only other person who knew Arya was poisoned was the person who did it.

'What happened?' Jon demanded, there was a fire in Jon's eyes she had only seen when he had met with Ramsey Snow

'I found her, she had been poisoned.' Sansa tried to tread carefully 'I went to see her, she left every quickly, I found her on the floor, she told me what poison she had taken then I couldn't find it by the time I looked around she was already unconscious. I didn't get you, because whoever did this is waiting to know if they succeeded, it was a very rare poison and deadly, they wanted Arya dead very badly.' Jon moved sitting on the other side of Arya