"IGNITION" [JENLISA]

Vulnerable Damsel

Lisa's POV

I felt Jisoo and Rose rubbing and patting my back in bed. Still crying as I curled myself hugging my feet. That time when I left her at the mansion I didn't want to break up. I still loved her so much, Jisoo was right.

I remember that I refused her chance to explain the whole reason why she had to end our relationship. I wasn't able to bear the pain. I was scared that I might get hurt even more if she told me. She was my first love and heartbroken. It hurts the most when the person that made you feel special yesterday makes you feel so unwanted today.

I sat myself up. Wiping the tears with my sleeve. I forcefully swallowed the misery and anguish in one. Realizing her lost formed a huge round of emptiness in my heart. I began to miss her.

I really do. I wanted to see her as soon as possible. My hatred sinked away replaced with longing of her presence all of a sudden. Maybe, I wasn't really hating her. I never intenting to kill her as well. Maybe I was hating my self-ego whose couldn't approve that she had to leave.

"let's meet her" I said, looking up to both of them.

"are you sure about that?" seriousness could be heard in Jisoo's voice.

I nodded assertively without hesitation.

"okay then, when?" Jisoo crossed her arms.

"how about now?" I suggested.

"okay" Jisoo nodded in agreement. "but do you know which hospital is she staying?" I asked since there's so many hospital in this big city yet they just shrugged.

"but wait..." I found another idea "let me call Taeyang".

"who?" Rosé scrunched her brow.

"Jennie's butler" I answered with a flat tone.

I was running out of thoughts to find where Jennie was hospitalized. I could't make a contact with her after I deleted her number, but I still saved Taeyang's, so i decided to give it a try. I hope he still works for Jennie's family, less than a minute he picked the call

-Hello? Lisa?-

-Wow, you still remember me?- I mocked him in surprise

-Of course! I haven't deleted your number yet, what do you want?- he sounded pissed

-I wanna ask which hospital Jennie is staying-

-Oh!- I heard him in surprised -What an impressive question came from you Lis, I'm flattered!- . He said sarcastically in excitement, I just rolled my eyes.

-Why do you wanna know?- Taeyang asked.

-I want to give her a visit..- I answered then I heard a blurted of laughing

-HAHAHAHA you're joking right? I think I misheard, it's too absurd- his voice was in amused

-Tae, I'm fucking serious right now, I have to visit her, you need to trust me-

-And why's that?- He asked in pride, challenging me

-I want to say apologize- a moment of silence in our call

Around 15 seconds he answered. -She's at AMC, VVIP room number 4014-

I grinned in happiness -Thank you Tae-

-You'd better be sorry, or I won't forgive you of what you've done to her-

-Just trust me-. I convinced him