r a i n [MATTTOM]

chapter one.🌙

      

     it's going to rain soon!..

[TOMS POV]

"Tom! Come down stairs!" I glanced at my door hearing Edd he's a good friend I just wish he would notice how sad I was, I sighed getting up and walking to my door I opened it slightly I wasn't wearing my hoodie I quickly turned and went to my closet and putting my hoodie on this was only to hide the scars on my wrists plus it was kinda chilly I blinked and left my room and went downstairs stairs I looked at Edd and Tord who were sitting together on the couch Edd smiled and quickly jumped up from the couch, "Tom your awake heh I thought I would have to send Tord to get you" He said I glanced at Tord whom looked back at me he rolled his eyes I looked back at Edd, Its not like they would due to me having black eyes "Well did you need me?" I asked quietly Edd puts his hands together and nods quickly "Yes actually! Me and Tord are going on a date and you need to watch Matt" He said happily fuck..I forgot Edd and Tord were dating I put on a fake smile "Okay I guess have a good date" I glanced at Tord again He groans "Come on Edd I picked a great restaurant and its probably going to rain soon" He said, his Norwegian accent made me cringe Edd nods.
Then they left simple I sighed Matt was probably asleep or looking in a mirror I walked to the bathroom and searched the drawers for a blade I weakly smiled and slid the blade across my wrists.
Stupid,
Ugly,
Freak,
Slut,
Whore,
Bitch,
Suicidal,
Gay,
Fatass,

I watched my cuts bleed I rolled my sleeves down and turned the bathroom light off I went upstairs to my room I heard Matt scream like a little girl I ignored it I picked up my phone looking at the notifications—
220 Missed Calls From Mike<3
70 Texts From Mike<3
4 New Voice Mails From Mike<3
I got a bit scared, I bet he's mad super mad he's going to punish me when I see him crap.
I put my password in and quickly went to Messages I read the messages from Mike,
'Why aren't you fucking answering me you Bitch'
'What are you doing'
'Are you cheating on me you slut'
'Is that Todd Guy Fucking you"

'Stop ingoring me Freak"
"I'm picking you up at 10pm'
After I read that message I stopped scrolling I started to panic I called him he didn't answer I checked the time it was 3pm I calmed down I threw my phone on my bed standing up I went to Matts room and opened the door he was sitting on his messy floor painting his nails purple he looked up at me, "oh! Hay Tim" I smiled softly it wasn't fake I honestly did like Matt despite him getting my name wrong all the time.
I waved and sat next to him he blushed lightly and returned to painting his nails,
"Edd and Tord went on a date" I rested my cheek on my hand
"Ew thats nasty"He giggles
"Mike is picking me up at 10pm" He looks up and stuck his tongue out
"And it's going to rain..." Matt frowned when I said that he was the only one who knew my parents died on a rainy day and that I hated rainy days he put his nail polishes up and stood up he looked down at me and did the 'razzle dazzle' I stood up he was taller then me 2 feet taller to be exact.
I giggled quietly and started walking out of Matt's room he quickly followed.

end chapter one.

[Word Count]: 637