Tears threaten to gush out of my eyes as my Mom verbally and emotionally hurts me. She's kicking me out! "Jordan...you need to be more social! You only have one friend. Not even a bestfriend!"She yells frustration beems on her heated face. "Mom! I've been going through emotional destress since Callen died!" I yell back. A single tear slips out of my left eye. Several follow from both my eyes. Callen was my bestfriend since birth. She always had my back even in the tough times. Callen was hit by a drunken bastard who took her life ahout 3 and a half months ago. I'm still trying to process wether I should end my life and join her. Or wether I should take my Grandmas advice. She always used to say,'When something bad blows over and makes a hole in your heart, a good thing will come up and you can choose to let that good thing fill the void or live with the void.' And thinking of it. I don't want to end my life with a void. Callen wouldn't want that. I know it. "Mom I love you so much. I understand why you're kicking me out.You want me to try and fill that void in my heart. And we most definitely know I'm a complete loner so thankyou but I'm gonna miss you and Dad. And not to mention Puggles." As soon as Puggles hears his name he trots in wagging his fluffy tail."Yes, I said your name but no I do not wish your presence except to say goodbye." I say trying to hide the emotion from my voice. I fail epically. Puggles runs up to me nugdiny his nose into my shin. I kneel down and scratch behind his ear. Hitting the spot he likes the most. "I'll miss you terribly and the most!" I whisper the last part making sure its low enough to not be heard by my mom and loud enough to be heard by Puggles. He pants while trotting off. Most likely smiling to himself. "I..I'll go pack." I say quickly and run up stairs into my room to begin my emotional wreck melt down.
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I'm Here.Always (bajancanadian ff)
FanfictionWhat happens when Jordan finds herself moving in with her brother Jerome aftet her parents kick her out and tell her 'You need to get a social life like your brother' and when she does move in with her brother? Well all I'm gonna tell you is shes ha...
